♥ L.E.Y S.I.A is the happiness gal ♥

愚蠢

2012-02-01T22:32:00.001+08:00

我很愚蠢，
我讨厌我

CNY

2012-01-05T12:33:00.002+08:00

CNY is a happy festival because is time for me and my cousins them to reunion and a very nice occasion for me and my aunt & uncles them to stay together to chit chatting, playing mahjong, sing and cooking together :) i am the eldest sister among my cousins them, very happy to see they are becoming pretty and growing up a lot when every year reunion :) hope for next sing K session in this CNY, they are so exciting when singing their favorite song although i can't follow their pace as my generation is about fish leong and jolin tsui..LOL!!

CNY raising up my memory to you, erge :) this year our house is going to add a new family member - my sis in law and i know your blesses to us never ever away!! i am so missing you, sometimes i can just thinking you in my bottom heart and i know you are always with me this little mei mei!!!

i will try best in studies and loving ppl around me :) this is what i promised :)

Generous heart

2012-01-03T10:47:00.002+08:00

hello :) today, i would like to share something with you guys which i realized and learned from this!!

"We must always reflect upon our own mistakes at a quite time.We must not gossip while chatting with friends."

One who constantly looks down on others reveals his lack of moral cultivation, do you agree? if you like to looks down peoples around and spread to friends around, this reveals how personality you are :) i'm glad that i don't have this kind of friends!! people can judge a person from what his or her attitude has without any words from you, people got eyes to see. Stop gossiping pls, war world sometimes incurring because of this kind of gossip people!! do you really happy after you realized people around started to talked or dislike the people? *wondering*

" We will be miserable if we always harbor the thought of "So and so are no good to me". If we change the thinking to " I want to thank so and so",we will be very happy"

yaya, i usually thinking of being nice to people because loving people around is a kind of happiness :) sometimes even suffering myself from where is the starting point of how the relationship going worst. Today, i will let go with the past :)and i want to thanks so and so to many peoples, you guys are just so nice to me :) is my pleasure!!

" It is better to have a generous heart than a spacious dwelling."

There is no revenge so complete as forgiveness :) alright, i will still loving people around me because i shouldn't giving up myself due to insignificant people in life :)

that's all :)

the world is wonderful after you learned to be appreciating even a very single action from other, this is kind of happiness :)

2012 new year

2011-12-31T19:47:00.003+08:00

now is 7.48pm, the last day of year 2011 :) i shall be happy for welcoming the coming of year 2012 yet very bad recently my uni around you can see people studying and the topics are just exam,tips and zzz... yaya, now is exam period in my uni!

i just sat my 1st paper this morning, i bitten down by myself not the questions. careless and my own problem :( i had let goes all of the unhappy stuffs after getting consoled and a clam mind myself, i can't do anything for it but this is a lesson to me! this is a repentant in my uni life as i can scored but i fail to do :)

i taken and let it go! do you people believe in karma's rule? i truly believe it! somethings thing happened for a reason :) my aunt asked me what is my new year resolution for 2012, i replied her :" yalo hor, 2012 coming! erm... i hope people around me happy, myself can do well in studies and last one is my relationship lasting forever! this is usually what i hope for in life, unchanged until one day i graduate from uni life, perhaps earns uncountable money! weee!!

happy new year peeps!!!

mixed feeling

2011-12-21T15:58:00.002+08:00

hello, finally bro's wedding and BFFs' convocation end. and now, is time to prepare for coming final! :) tell me, shall i happy or cry?? this is the very semester that myself unable to scored better carry mark but i know the time carry mark released means final is around the corner as well as holiday! so far, i never feel any satisfaction with any subjects i taking either mid sem, presentation and projects. i wonder, really wonder. i did paid effort perhaps like what people said, in university the grade you get doesn't depends on yourself but lecturer. perhaps i am in semester 5, the subjects i taking are kinda hard and i really DON UNDERSTAND!!

but nvm, i'm glad with that family and friends are support me and i will try best for coming final even i know there is little bit mess in my own studies :)

oh ya, i really enjoyed for the past weekend which i back KL for twice in this dec!! i really enjoy much even the journey was tiring yet it was happy to spend time with my precious family and friends!! even the bus driver recognized me :" ah moi, you balik rumah lagi kah!!??" yaya, for me is worth for it because my bro's wedding only once in life as well as my bf convo :) neh, i going to attend my besties convo in coming feb and april!! sorry to nai nai, i actually plan to visit her and attend her convo in perth but in the end the plan cancel!! sorry my dear, i will bring u all go makan big big one k!! this is what i promised :)

had a chit chat session with my besties in rampai old town =) i really enjoyed and it was like a blink of eyes.. 5 years we off from high school life and now they are graduated and hunting job very soon!! i can't wait for my turn to be a graduate!! =DDDD life is about up and down and the most precious one is that they are still with me despite how, sharing everything in life regardless how, i really happy and appreciated they are my supplement in life <3 woi, let's move on to achieve our dream leh :) you know what i means geh :DD and LPH, ni kuai dian la ni!! wo he ah jiun bu yao deng ni le!! :))

to my uni matess, jia you and all the best in coming final :) the journey is hard yet it's my pleasure for the accompany of you all <3 sometimes, don know how to describe yet i really love you guys in my bottom heart!!

dec

2011-12-01T11:07:00.003+08:00

知足常乐最快乐！我没有很高挑的身材可是我不矮；我没有很完美的脸蛋可是我能看；我没有白皙剔透的皮肤可是我不黑；我没有乌黑亮丽的头发可是我发质还好；我不来自富裕的家庭可是我有钱用；我大学不出名可是还是大学；我不聪明可是我肯学；我不善于沟通和大头虾可是谢谢我有很好的姐妹和朋友爱着我；我知道我不完美可是我很知足因为大家都爱我 =）

yaya, i feel myself so xin fu now!! <3 i going back KL after class later, i no feeling tired at all even though i been sleepless and rushing assignmentsss for the past few weeks to squeezed all my schedule to ensure I CAN BACK KL FOR MY BROTHER'S WEDDING!!

yeah, my house going to add a new member- my sis in law! finally, i been telling people's around my bro going to kahwin and now it is really around the corner!! i'm so happy for them and my mother but i know and understand there's no win win situation or all happy in the moment. you know what my thought if you know me well!

anyhow, i should enjoy all for being jimui and take opportunity to gather with relatives and friends =)

today is yy's first day of working life, jia you dear =) you know i love you and support you always one!!

december is a month which full of love and romance!! x'mas, new year, my bro wedding, yy's convo and etc!!

i very satisfy with current life as i love everyone around and they do love me =DDDD i know 31st of dec is the 1st day of final, jia you to all my uni friensss!!

enjoy the very last month of year 2011 peeps!!! i love you all =))

2011-11-26T09:56:00.002+08:00

i'm so tired !!! i wondering why im been insomnia since few weeks ago,it's torturing!!
if could, i hope myself can away from all of unpleasing stuffs in life! i'm so tired for all of those and seriously i need more courage to injects in life.

i believe i can go through many thing after realization!!

:DDDDDDDDDD

2011-11-24T10:32:00.005+08:00

in my point of view, i care for someone else is because i really care for the relationship and friendship otherwise i can just act like non of my business! i believe, when you love your lover or friends, you would love their family and friends as well in the same time, this call 'ai wu ji wu'! there's no point for you to being friend with someone else yet you hate his/her friends around, this make the intermediate feeling bad. do you agree with me?

in reality, i care but people just wonder what i care for as our relationship just not so closed, perhaps you are right. but this make me feel so bad because i tot you understand me the most =(

well, i should learn to let go everything! the 1st thing i ought to is think you are not so important to me. i understand the rule of the game, the disappointment become bigger equally to the hope you expected. alright, i want to learn to become a player who can always in the top! my EQ very low because i too cared for everything around me when i see or sense something unhappy, all of this could bring effected to me.

i hope i can learn something and i know, i m not so important to you!!

no worry on me, i will smile and life happy like before. i feeling tired for bearing too many much for the those time.. teeee :DDDD

2011-11-16T15:27:00.002+08:00

very sad and hurt

2011-10-10T17:52:00.002+08:00

i miss her, very berry the much. i been almost 5 month never see her already :(( i can only see how her life goes in front of lappie.. wee, i going to see them very soon in real <3

i miss her too, we been 1 year plus never see each other although we skype sometimes... you know who you are! when u coming back malaysia to visit me ya?? XD

take care always my dearssss!!!!

conquer

2011-09-23T19:24:00.002+08:00

one of my friend, he is a guy and he has been together with her gf for almost 8 years already! the first time i heard i was like 'wah'... their relationship is so precise and makes me envy!! (somemore his gf is study apart fr malaysia) one day, i chit chatting with my uni friend and intending to go alor star yet we don't know to go as all of us are girls don't know to drive over there. then my friend told me that last time she been alor star with her friends and the guy i mentioned was the driver. so i just suggest to ask the guy bring us going there since he is familiar with the track.

my friend shaked her head and replied... the guy wouldn't out with us if no other guy company him as he don't want his gf think a lot and preventing sensitivity of his loved one since all of us are gals. therefore, even though the gal never stopped him but he knows he don't want his loved one worried and thinking a lot.. of cause if we are urgently then this is other matter la XD

i found why their relationship running 8 years because they always thinking of each other, usually!

i think this situation is applying to everyone not only to guys. you care the ppl, you love the ppl, you know what should and what shouldn't do. whatever you do, your action is related to the one who love you and cared you one simultaneously.

of cause sometimes ought to be understanding and thinking of each other situation too! <3

ohya, never think of revenge if you think your partner hurting you, communicate is the best way and love always conquer all <3

this is how love survive, i hope we can surviving until the end of day!

2011-09-17T21:01:00.002+08:00

二哥，我很想念你。
虽然很多年过去了，我的脑海里-无时无刻有你的影子。
有一些痛，是我的遗憾因为我没好好珍惜，然后我失去了。
我感觉到，你的陪伴你的庇佑。
大哥要结婚了，我常在想。如果如果二哥有在多好！
每次我很无助时，我多想你陪在我身边。至少我们有着共同的想法！

有时我只能默默地祈祷你在天国一切安好，我身边的人永远平安快乐。
我知道我需要向前看，我知道家人对我的期望，我知道你从来都疼爱我这妹妹

我会好好过的，学着去包容和尽力去爱身边的每一个人。
我不曾遗忘你

love is a many splendored thing

2011-09-16T09:22:00.002+08:00

tell you, i did online search how to prove a man loves gal in action and discuss with my roommate little bit regarding my bf. i know i can't compare an orange with an apple because those are different thing but i am a gal, i always desired beloved one. anyhow, i don't wish to compare and i hope myself can be more understanding bit :(

sorry for that..

"Love is a many splendored thing," I shouldn't too particular and should trying to refuel happiness into the journey. I shall have a basic need to beloved even though I need constant reassurance that the loving feeling is still there.

share with you guys how the article was:

What are some of the signs which you as a woman can watch out for as an indication of whether your man loves you?

1. He tells you

If he says those three words and says them often, count yourself lucky. A lot of men assume that their women know they're loved and don't really tell them often enough. If he realizes your need to hear him say he loves you, and he means every word of it, he's truly one of a kind. A man may not say the actual words but imply as much when he tells you how fortunate he feels to have you in his life.

2. He shows you

Some men aren't exactly good with words and expressing their feelings. But they choose their own avenues of expression. This kind of guy does things, little or big to show you how much you mean to him. That may include ordering take-away when he thinks you need a break from cooking or taking the kids off your hands so that you can have some time to yourself. Yes, you may need to hear the words from him, but have you never heard that 'actions speak louder than words?'

3. He makes you feel special

And then there's the man who's always trying to keep the romance alive. He brings you flowers or wakes up extra early to bring you breakfast in bed. He's always going out of his way to make you feel exceptional.

4. He's happy around you

He sometimes foregoes time with his guy friends just to be with you. It may be because you've been feeling particularly low or you haven't spent enough time together lately or just because he feels good to be with you. If he can't get enough of you it's a sure sign that he's got it bad.

5. He listens to you

We're not talking 'You command, he obeys'. But when you're talking, he's genuinely interested in what you're saying and gives you his undivided attention. He looks at you (not at the television blaring in the background or the newspaper in his hand), responds appropriately and gives you the idea that he's really concerned about your concerns.

6. He compliments you

He notices when you make an effort with your appearance and appreciates it. He tells you which things suit you and add to your look. It always feels great to dress up but when he looks up admiringly and tells you so, you know you matter.

7. He takes care of you

If he babies you when you're sick and nurses you back to health, you can be pretty sure you've got a good thing going. If your comfort level is so high that you can look most miserable and still be secure enough in his love, you've got it made. Marriage vows don't include the "In good times and bad, in sickness and health" clause for nothing. Rose, a high-flying career woman, recalls the time she was suffering from a stomach infection and feeling wretched. "I was running a high fever and feeling like my stomach was turned inside out. The only thing that made me feel like I should hasten my recovery was Marvin, my boyfriend. He was like a guardian angel. He soothed my fevered brow and held the bowl while I puked my guts out. If ever I had any doubt about his undying devotion for me, it was quelled at that instant."

8. His friends and family respect you

Sometimes you can gauge how a man feels about you from the way his circle of friends and close family behave around you. If they hold you in high regard, you can be sure he's been telling them just how happy he is to have you in his life.

9. He appreciates your worth

Sometimes men choose more indirect ways of expressing their true feelings. He may not actually tell you he loves you or even do anything special. But he may tell you how proud he is of your achievements or what a good mother you are or even how well you run the house. You may even find him praising you to the skies to family or acquaintances

10. He asks for your opinion

When important decisions are at stake, either concerning him or both of you jointly or even the kids, he doesn't just go ahead and do what he thinks is right. He asks for your advice and not just for the sake of it. He often considers it and may even go by it. Or if he doesn't, he tells you why he didn't.

11. He takes your feelings into account

If something upsets you concerning his family or friends, he tries to see your side of it. He feels for you and even if he's seen you cry a thousand times before, he still tries to make you feel better and has that tissue box at hand.

12. He's interested in what you want too

Let's say you're both watching television and you want to watch Oprah, while he'd like to catch Arsenal v/s Chelsea. You know how men are where football is concerned! If he lets you watch your choice of program, not just grudgingly but because he loves to see you happy, you've got a winner. And if he actually sits through it just because he wants to be by your side, you know he's a goner!

can your man done above?

anyhow he babies me the most!

sem5

2011-09-16T09:01:00.003+08:00

hello peeps, i'm a semester 5 student now =) yaya, i'm super senior already! i don't know what the lecturers talking about perhaps my study mood off this moment! I would like to say that this semester is quite a challenge to me because some friends change DPP and classmates no longer always with me then i ought to be more independent like do everything alone and with myself.

i no dare to tell my family a secret =( I LOST MY IC AGAIN!!! (i don't think so my bro will visit my blog) if you are my closed friends, you know i lost my IC or important documents kinda often! ya lo, i promised to be more alert but i failed again! can the blur blur style get off in my life? i can't remember when was the exact last time i took my IC out at all! i don't wanna go for report because most for the reason is that the ex IC would automatic come out after the new IC released as well as i got to pay quite a high amount for the penalty if rightly. arrggg.... i hate myself!!

summer break

2011-09-01T13:43:00.002+08:00

hello i'm back!!! my 3 months holiday going to end soon after 1 more week =( omg!!!! time fliessssssssssssssssss!!!!

let's recall back how my holiday spending =) hmm, i work for dunhill as a BA in 7-eleven outlet for 7 weeks after bandung trip! notes that cigarette is illegal to promote in malaysia so my job is just very easy- stand in front of cashier and ask consumer to fill in the survey form, yea!! Then i work for uniliver for clear shampoo in sungai wang's watsons. i realized, office politic around everywhere and it's so scary! some words come out from my mind when i saw it :‘大家都是打工的，女人何必为难女人！！’ this make me feel so complicated and i very glad that i just a partimer in the working place!!! oh ya, i also work for a samsung event at the palace of golden horse =) the event is restricted to dealers and media so also an easy job! but i have to complaint that the skirt given is too short until well i can say it was the 1st time i wear too short in life, LOL!!! anyhow, the job was really fun i met new pretty friends and food,make up artist,transport and all are provided!! yaya, this is how my working life goes in this 3 month summer break!!!

my BF is very sweet, he trying his best to visit me, to bring me out for play as he finished his studies and seldom staying at kl. all of this make me feeling so warm and depends <3 =)) i very happy and proud for him because he completed all acca's papers and affiliated! i hope yy smooth smooth in everything he do in future! whatever he wanna be, i always thr to support to the max! and also, i hope you all jia you in coming sitting ya!!! ah jiun, no doubt i'm ur supporter always!! =) ( i really miss you so badly!!)

my best jimui lph going to fly UK next week!! she will join jiun them for europe trip, weee!!! enjoy ya!!! ni men jiu hao la =DDDDD

selamat hari raya peeps!!!

2011-07-30T18:24:00.005+08:00

A relationship is established by honest, faithful, loyal and trustworthy. all of this are essential for a long lasting love and relation. what i want is a truely heart in treating me all the way!yes, sometimes people conceal the truth with the purpose of don't want you to get hurt or whatever, in fact you are hurting the people you concealed in the same time. if you trust the people, please be honest to him/her. maybe the intention was good because you don't want your loved one getting hurt and suspecting you yet do you know once he or she knew the truth, how sad could be? he or she trust you the most but you are not believe on your behalf :( i hope this is the last time already. very tired and sad

emo

2011-07-11T19:35:00.003+08:00

sometimes, i did emo spontaneously :(((( yalor, very annoyed one! even very single and small matter!!

i feel myself so ugly recently!! sometime i choose DON'T WANT to stand in front of mirror! my body like poisoning T.T many woundsss you can see on my hands and legs, and those pimples pop up on my face as well :( the worst part is, it is not normal pimples, it's like huge one you know?? :(((((

at here, kindly advice you ppl don ever sleep fiber's mattress! those fleas establishing their 'home sweet home' inside my mattress, at night they would bite me and i didn't realized was my bed problem until 1 month after! i still suspecting poison is inside my body :((( feeling wanna vomit after mom show me it!

sorry! i'm bad!!! sorry sorry sorry

dui bu qi!!!!

thanks you for always console like me this, sayang me the most, WO AN NI <3

09.07.11

2011-07-09T16:05:00.003+08:00

i love peaceful country! as a malaysian, i always do admit we are lucky! free from natural diseases, multiple races live together! but today, the whole kl seems so scary, i scare :(( you can heard police cars everywhere, the streets are peopleless, everyone stay at home fb-ing to keep track the BERSIH activities!

tell you ppl, i sleepless yesterday :( ya, i drunk coffee until i cant get myself into dreams at night! have some chat with friends, thanks for accompany me! <3<3 time flies, 2nd week of july is approaching! my holiday has been pass for 1 month+ already, i hope i able to earn more money during this holiday! yaya, instead of doing nothing, going out for money is more suitable for myself! then magazine is my best friend recently! sometimes, i really feel so lonely :( well, perhaps all of this is my problem! i no blame anyone, i don't know to manage my time and i don't know to maintain relationship between human! thanks some of you willing to take time to spend with me :) *appreciated*

my birthday is coming, it seem nothing special for me as time goes, myself grow up already? perhaps. i no want anything, really! 22th's year in life seem so embarrassing, i no longer small yet i can't life as an adult because i don't have any ability to give myself a better life. ya, i always believe human life being wonderful because of dreams! but, i don't feel supportive from anyone. you got the dreams then you work hard and go for it, but i have the dreams yet ...........

this is my 5th week for working part time, someone disappointed me last week, i not very closed with her but i treat her sincerely! how could you cheat on me? i wonder... you want ppl nice to you the 1st thing you have to do is nice to the ppl 1st, this doesn't make sense! i don't wish to make the situation worst doesn't means i don't know everything. i'm just hope you don't repeating the stupid action next time! respect me pls and i'm not a fool!

i thought of spending this holiday meaningful and have wonderful vacation, yalo...i realized, imagination always is the best one. the truth issssss, all of this can only come true in my dreams not in reality! sometimes i envy friends around me go here and there yet when is my turn? i waiting and waiting until....................

2011-07-01T13:32:00.003+08:00

万般都是命，半点不由人
从小我就很明白这道理
有些事不管你怎样努力都好
是你的就是你的
从小我就很喜欢灰姑娘这童话故事
我明白事实是残酷的但只要有着一颗善良和上进的心
老天始终会眷顾的
对人好就是对自己好好人终有好报
灰姑娘最后不是过着幸福又快乐的日子吗？

己所不欲，勿施于人这道理。

我可能做不到，可是这句话我会时时刻刻铭记于心！

一碗白飯的恩情

2011-05-16T09:50:00.002+08:00

hello ppl, i saw an article it is quite meaningful and inspiring me =)) sharing is caring right?? <3

曾看過一則感人的故事──數十年前，臺北市的舊市區有一家小餐館。一天，有位年輕人向老闆詢問：「不好意思，我可以只買一碗白飯嗎？」老闆和老闆娘不嫌少，仍以親切的態度，盛好一碗飯給他。

年輕人看到其他客人喝剩的湯，又問：「這些湯可以給我嗎？」老闆說：「可以，可以。」他就將剩湯倒在飯上吃，吃完後，又買一碗白飯帶回去。

善心老闆默默幫助求學青年

從此，這位年輕人幾乎天天都來買白飯。日子一久，彼此也較熟識了，老闆就問他：「你不是本地人吧？」他說：「不是，我是從鄉下來念書的；大都市的物價很貴，我一定要節省。」老闆忍不住又問：「你每天吃完又買一碗飯回去，給誰吃？」他說：「那是我隔日的午餐。」

老闆夫婦覺得：真是誠實又節儉的孩子，不僅能立志讀書，在這個繁華的大都市，還能不受影響，如此刻苦耐勞，不禁愈發疼愛這年輕人，有時就在白飯底下放個滷蛋或藏點菜給他。

年輕人畢業前，特地前來向老闆夫婦道謝：「感恩你們過去四年的照顧，我一定會記住你們的恩情。」

起初年輕人常寫信問安，歷經當兵、退伍、找工作也時有聯絡；後來慢慢地信少了，這對夫婦也漸漸地淡忘。

之後都會區為整頓市容，要拓寬道路、闢建公園綠地，舊社區面臨拆遷，也包括老闆夫婦的小店，然而拆除後該怎麼辦？

正在煩惱生計時，一日來了一位西裝筆挺的人，拿出名片說明來意，原來這位是一家大企業的總經理助理，特別來請他們前往開設員工餐廳。老闆老闆娘高興之餘，也不禁納悶。

這位助理說：「我們總經理曾到這裡用餐，很喜歡你們的菜，認為同仁也會喜歡。」於是老闆夫婦就隨同助理到這家公司，想不到總經理竟在門口很有禮貌地迎接他們。

老闆一時只覺得：怎麼這麼面熟？總經理就說：「老闆，你不認得我了嗎？」原來這位總經理就是當年只買一碗白飯的年輕人。

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我們立志就要守真，如這位總經理，年輕時也貧困過，但是他不受環境誘引，認真向學、克勤克儉，終於事業有成；而且受過幫助，就永銘在心，及時回報。

那小店老闆夫婦在他人最需要援助時，發揮愛心，並不認為是給予很大的恩惠，還能處處顧及不傷人的自尊。

人與人之間就是要互相幫助，以歡喜心助人，即使不求回報，能種下這分愛的因，就會得到一分愛的果。所以有能力時要「助人無所求」，受助時也要「受恩不忘報」，才是為人應有的品德。

conclusion is there's a cycle in life which i always believe as a Buddhist , treat ppl nice you will no lose anything simultaneous. instead, what you are doing is being redound just sometimes we didn't realize or conceal by something else... apparently, there's no obligation for ppl treating us nice because they are not granted to do so.. so being appreciate for what ppl do for you and treating ppl nice as you could, the atmosphere is surrounding by love love love!!!

even sometimes i can't do as above, but i know who treated me nice in bottom heart and be proudly to says ppl around me are nice and i really appreciated just sorry for my bad temper sometimes, i hope to change myself from being so easy to mang zhang to be able to stay calm in undertaking... temper sometimes not only affect my mood to study, it's ruining the relationship between human. amitabah amitabah !!

METOO

2011-04-18T16:36:00.004+08:00

very stressful, i was very happy that all of my assignments had FINALLY DOWN yesterday but today 5 tutorials plus an assignment come to me again =(((

very stressful!!! I wish i could finish all of this and really rest well before fighting again for coming final! wondering why my tasks like non stop one =((( exhausted!!! had a presentation this morning and realized some part of my assignments are different with other group and now, i gonna redo =(( omg!!! i just hope that i can trying my best to do all of coursework well so that at least NO REGRET FOR MYSELF !!! i'm not wanted to 100% scored or perfection but i hope i do what i can do as a student!!

wish me luck ppl and i missing metoo =))) she is a rabbit, since when i love rabbit so much?? i guess the most happiness are i can live with them *love*

oh ya, my bf and lok lok helped me to bought a camera in pc fair yesterday..thanks you ppl much!!! finally i got my own camera.. a typically camera which can take pictures are already enough for me =)) DSLR?? hmmm...wait la... i'm not expert in camera, i don't know to play and this kind of toys are exclusively for rich ppl one XD

xie xie ni men =)))

want to do assignment already, jia you CLS!!!

don't you feel happy after see my miss metoo =))) i love her so much!!!

love

2011-04-07T22:02:00.006+08:00

i'm kinda free and don't feel likely to do assignment and revision, missing someone else.. yaya, almost 2 months i didn't get home and i really miss my family, bf and bff a lot!! just had talk with mommy yesterday, i love you mommy! i always be proud of having a superwomen mommy like you! thanks for giving me what i having and what i desired always, i know even until the end of life mommy still loves me and always strive for the best one for me. her love is beyond everything and without shore, always be there for me, ever!

very appreciated you always with me no matter how,when and where! ya, this is exclusively to lim yang yue =)) i may not a perfect gf for you but believe that i love you and care you the most! i admit i just like to nagging without a reason, sometimes just feel likes to do and then! yet i really appreciated what you had done for me, i know how you would put in a lot of effort in being the best boyfriend ever for me, trying your best to give everything best to me, i knew all of this in my bottom heart yet cant resisting from nagging you... lol..again, still the word: no one is prefect but two lover with fifty percent! the journey of love still very long but i do believe you're the one who holding my hand until the end =)) the long distance love doesn't killing our relationship but is a way to prove that everything would be alright with the existing of love as well as persistence!

got you with me i already satisfy =)

* our love journey will until endless *

oh ya, recently i very happy with i know some awesome friends in uni life, they are just too nice to me =)) i appreciated and treasure you ppl as my bbf <3<3

I've fallen in love many times... always with you.

Once in a while, in the middle of an ordinary life,

love gives us a fairy tale,
CLS's fairy tale need your complement, LYY!

first time =)

2011-03-25T22:02:00.003+08:00

hello ppl, tell you!!! my roommate and yong sian complement my very first time in life =DD I across the very first pace in life for buy myself a bra set :P OMG OMG!! i never ever buy myself a bra set since i born until today, you ppl must be wondering is it i never wear bra at all in this 22 years in life?? LOL!! guess what, i am a gal but i seriously very shy to went underclothes department previously and thanks god i got a such good mom who always buy for me and her taste and size always suit for me =)) yaya, my mom usually buying for me, called to my phone and asked me which color i prefer and today was the first time i choose and bought myself an inner set without mom, i feel myself growing up much now!!!

today onwards, i will never say NO again to this beautiful women department!!! be proud to as a lady and no longer a shy shy little gal anymore!!! thanks jia yin and yong sian!!! love you ppl much!!

i guess some of you ppl might think my post was very lame =.= anyway, today is a day which important for me because i had very memorable and happy experience today!!!! <3 <3

blue

2011-02-28T15:56:00.005+08:00

it was a horror accident again on the highway to my university, not ever 2 km from my school i think ... it's very sad and 3 victims death in this accident. those are UUM last sem senior, they can go for working and graduated soon after coming this 3 month, and now everything gone :(

i hope their family and parents can be tough in life, very downnnn ahhhh

to all my beloved friends, be careful in the ride always and alwaysss!! it's really sad to heard about this.. not to driving speedy, think about your family and friends, everyone love you!!

house

2011-02-27T23:29:00.003+08:00

fren's bro just decided to buy a house which located in Shah Alam at RM 600,000++ today. well, this not the issue but how this bring into my mind... maybe i'm from KL and honestly a double story house at this price could not surprising me and i been go visit semi D in Ampang near by my aunty house worth RM 3,500,000 without fully furnished. omg omg!! i just realized myself 吃米不懂米价 and i just been telling by him a RM 600,000 needs RM 3000+ for monthly installment.

i can't imagine how could i afford to buy my own happy sweet house in future especially in KL area, for sure the value of real property in our country is increasing from time to time without a rest, yet how our salary going to afford for all of this??

i hope i wish and i could...
earn more and more money....

previously i thought 10k could be no problem to maintain a typically family for a month...NOW, i gonna start re-evaluated my previous statement, LOL!!!

i understand everything could be difficult and tough in coming especially when we reached certain age for desiring a house, how the desirable can meet with the truth.. all of this depends on fate and the effort and the money we got. like what my mom used to say:“看命水”..yaya, the 2nd life of a women is depends on her husband..agreed? of cause i will trying my best to earn money money and save more as what i am doing now to ensure the probability to got my own house still high!! and wish me luck to got a such good husband who can realized my dream <3<3

2011-02-22T22:51:00.000+08:00

有什么想法，说出来，不要让男人去猜，能沟通，你的生活会更快乐。不能沟通，说明你们的幸福还没有保证。我想，没有一个男人是以猜女友心思为乐的。为这个原因，失去一个好男人，真的很可惜。

to you

2011-02-21T16:09:00.005+08:00

just to share my feeling here which i really happy for you!! yaya, non of my business but you really did good job and still the same word : i so happy for you!!! =))

i hope you can jia you for the rest 2 more papers and everything going smooth in your life k... sorry for sometime i bad temper to you, i really means to change myself one. =( and for sure, i will always support and with you all the way you go through k .. don't ask me why i so happy, i also don't know and wondering what's the problem i being so happy rather more than myself received result...LOL....

and really hope we both can strive until the end no matter is in love or our own studies and career k..and I SO HAPPY FOR YOU!!!!!!!!

with love,
leysia

21.02.2011

my thought

2011-01-28T12:26:00.003+08:00

arguments and conflicts often encourage growth, agree?? some ppl might choose to argued with others when they feeling they are being treated bias and not comfortable for something else. for me, i only believe this statement "arguments and conflicts often encourage growth" when the argument is happened between me and my family, bf and ever best besties!! because i know they would always and won't abandon me whenever and whatever i did. and also when the moment i choose to tell them my feeling my thought, they are the one i trust and i really means i love them and i care them the most! of cause i not means to raise up an issue and argue with them at the moment, my intention is I want you to understand me , think of me and if anything makes unpleasure for you, explained to me and tell me please! Everyone unique, the point of view of us might be different yet the intention is always for each both good, this i always believe. here, i wanna tell all of you for sometimes tolerant me, care me and love me.. i know who nice to me in bottom heart and of cause you know who you are k =)) because we really treated each other with a pure true heart!! when you keep fixating on the fact that there are always arguments and conflicts,you'll be more than likely to feel that its a broken relationship...so why don't you just but why do people argue? they argue because they care..no matter how much or how little they care..nonetheless..they still do.. * appreciated *

i know some of you ppl who know me well know i used say everything firmly and straight,but you also know i just a 'pandai cakap punya orang' right?? when something really happened, you would realized eventually i just be nice there and act like nothing else. i always 'cincai' is because i know there's no point for me to argue and no worth at all because it'll just ends up with arguments and I DON'T REALLY CARE FOR IT!!! =)))

miss you

2011-01-24T19:35:00.002+08:00

even years ago but you are always in my mind. when every time i feeling happy and can't wait to share something with family i really think of you that time, how good if you are still here and can share with me.. how good got ppl heart me and he always did!!

when feeling depressed, you are the one who i miss the most and i know you not willing to see me like this. that's why i treat everything tough because i know you will always beside me,with me and bao you me!

i love you and i miss you! RIP

TODAY

2011-01-11T12:57:00.004+08:00

看别人不顺眼，是因为自己修养不够。
从今天起，我要做有修养的人。
看到别人的不足是因为自己有的不足。

我在我记事本写下了让自己好过的方法，虽然很久前写了。。。可是有时就是做不到，做人就是不要做到这样累，所以现在的我对学业不再执着，我没再想以前一样只希望自己凡事尽力。无论成绩是好与否，我尽力了就问心无愧 =）

接下来就是我平时的处世态度，有时我对执着的事很抛不开。自己的不足就应该改，我承认。

去年的记事本，今年已经不能用了。
当时我告诉自己
1. 不可以乱发脾气，要选择相信和想想他的好
2.有时，无须太在意任何的事。往往失望从希望引发，自己是生命的主人，他有他的生活；我有我的生活。最重要要相信不同的现在，心朝向同一个目标的前途。

最后要相信自己能做到以上！！ ‘缘’，希望它永远围绕我们俩。
（我有真的做到吗？）

新的学期要来了，加油吧朋友们！！我自己也要加油，你也一样哦 =）

今天有点伤心，因为电话坏了，里面的信息全没了。以后我无聊是该做什么呢？连平时的习惯也变泡沫了 T.T

还有,开心的事,我会把它刻在心里和石头上,因为它们值得我去珍惜和留恋. 不开心的事就写在沙滩上,让海水和风把它涂抹,因为它不值得我们去留恋.
如果在过去我做了些让你们不谅解, 对不起. . . 我一直以来都很珍惜你们!

happy and satisfy =)

2011-01-10T12:09:00.002+08:00

3rd sem result released yesterday, was forgot until ling text and remind me,lol....so forgetful =)

honestly, i really satisfy and happy for the result as well as my roommate and friends all happy for their one!! but, should i go appeal for my law subject?? sometimes many thing cannot be expected one, i worried for audit subject but it bring me surprise eventually ; i thought law subject could be no problem one who know i got B-, omg!!!

i really happy and satisfy yet B- really so so so... still thinking now , wanna appeal or not?? BUT I REALLY VERY HAPPY JOR WO!!! satisfy x123445566889!!! lol

life of women

2011-01-05T09:38:00.002+08:00

i just browse through my teacher's website this morning, her blog is so true and i totally agree with!! Sometime, i really have so huge esteem to my mommy, she is awesome!! A single mother establish her own furniture business, take care for her 4 little monsters and being role as a mother and father simultaneously, how great?? As from a business family, i admit sometime i complaint for can't go out for long because mom wants me to jaga shop yet i know the shop pay me education, guidance and material essential in bottom heart, for what i desired! Mommy, i apologize for what i did has hurt to you sometime, so easy to cry and can't ever accept your blablabla at times.

had a chit chat session with my bro gf last time, being human not an easy task and being women so great. i guess some male from you ppl must be thinking of i stand on women side because i am a women, LOL :) 'become a female, we are always lose', this is the word i copy paste from my teacher's blog !! Because we are women, available babies are essential and mama nature for take care our own children. the world change nowadays, a cab driver can take care 10 kids in 19th century but a typically officer can't survive a family for just a wife and kid nowadays . 一头牛耕田比两头牛耕田还吃力，贫贱夫妻百事哀, all of this show women need to be independent and not just rely on the income from one side, women have to share the financial burden with their husband as well to survive and as family shore beside take care their babies! * anyhow, i still hope the purpose i working in future is just for passing time not being the financial shore however i don't think so i am a loser which have to sharing financial shore because the great happiness is you can spend time with the one you love and life with little monsters :) we can't judge a men by his wealth , judge him by how nice he treated and love you because he is the one you spend time until old grow :)

sometime i wondering how gals being good to other guy because of his wealth? come on, earn money yourself if you desire for material goods. you don't have money, what for you go for LV GUCCI?? go normal shop la, typically bag cannot use one ar? ahdui... i admit all of designer bags i having now are all from mommy, so don't think that i am rich la k, just my mom too sayang me only! *sorry, i just can't tahan for this unless you and the guy are really in love river!*

i dream to marry a rich guy when i was small because i know money not very important but we can't survive without it! as time goes, the dream still with me =) LOL! how good if i can everyday go shopping, without worries from financial problem and just life without fret, husband kids and family are always with me and life wealthy and happiness indeed! Imagination always be the beautiful one right? Let's tell you a ugly truth, life so unpredictable like market share, up and down and full of fluctuation, those fairly tale just a lie if we didn't put effort and just sitting there for waiting!

some ppl do new year resolution for themselves to ensure they are doing stuff according their goal and achieve for it. how about when the goal gone due to some unexpected? what unexpection means? unless the condition changes otherwise mostly of the unexpected is due to the laziness of human being, believe it or not? NOT TO BLAME YOURSELF BECAUSE THIS IS HUMAN BEING yet no one can switch on your human road unless yourself =) i do admit i also a lazy gal, new year resolution no longer stick with me because i afraid of the disappointment for failing aim. I realize trying my best to do everything is the most prefect treatment for myself instead of forcing myself to aim too high until can't even breath :(

without resolutions, i hope everyone beside me especially my family, jimuis and frens stay health and happy always, appreciated everyone and every moment! Friendship keep touch although we are seldom to meet up , that's all i want!

diversification

2010-12-27T16:08:00.002+08:00

sometimes,
the cruelty truth awake me...

the best investment is, Never put all your eggs in one basket. Diversification is the name of the game when you construct your investment portfolio. You need to diversify your investment into different assets!

same as life, Not to live for a people or a stuff. You may found disappointment when the basket broken. Diversify is needed in order to life purposefully !!!

JIA YOU EVERYONE =) CLS WILL ALWAYS SUPPORT YOU TO THE MAX!!!

holiday mode

2010-12-15T18:50:00.002+08:00

ten month, has been ten month we go through together. feeling glad because you are beside me in term of physically or mentally wherever and whatever i go.
yet love this kind of thing need cultivation, love is a learning process which i thought is an easy thing initially we been together.
at the beginning, hot love period of cause sweet lar
after that everything seem not as easy as i thought as well as long distance love really not easy to go through because he/she might not can be 24 hour available for you unless via phone call. phone call phone call, they're always and only the phone call we can communicate to, what to do? i only hope my uni life can pass extremely fast then at least in future we both are in the same state , i can meet him everyday =) lol...

he just finish p1-p3 ACCA papers today, i also just finished my 3rd sem final few days ago, the moment we both can be together is during our holiday, the time he staying at kl and the moment i off to kl from study . i really appreciated the moment we spend together!

holiday mode starts onward!! let's party babies =)) penang trip here we come, i appreciated the moment i spend with my galss too!! they are my daily supplement, they always give me courage to life with vitamin ABC TO Z =) thanks x10000000!!

my holiday schedule almost been full, it must be a lot of funsss await me!!!

again

2010-11-19T21:09:00.002+08:00

again, i have to back to reality- UUM =(

i hate the ghost place but feeling glad which i have such nice friends to accompany me over there.. and again, i miss him badly!! it been 2 weeks more we never meet up but for sure we still have to live my life well because i believe we both are striving the best for future,right?

exam?? wish me luck please, the stresses level is increasing day by day and i realized the time really not allow me to handle all of the 7 subjects i taking... what to do??

thanks for giving me a really relaxation day for today =) i definitely miss you people all, promise me to take care yourself and jia you in studies as well!!!

and one word : TRUST

if he/she is intentionally to cheat on you, you may not know because when everytime you going to check on his/her privacy in term of indox,call and even sent message, believe me! the outcome would be the same in the end because the intention is there to cheat you...you may not found anything !!

and now, i trust you because the behavior of skepticism is tiring and meaningless, seriously!!

know what is the purpose you doing in everything, i pray for everyone of me including myself to have best of luck and courage to overcome every challenges in life!!!

i love you people much!!! cls is appreciated everything!!

2010-10-26T22:42:00.001+08:00

i miss her so much!!!!! x10000 so badly!!!!! i miss them as well!!!!!!!

突然好想你突然锋利的回忆突然模糊的眼睛

2010-10-19T20:33:00.000+08:00

Ramdom ones...

2010-10-15T17:17:00.003+08:00

hello everyone, kinda free for today and don't know what to do...open my FA books as well as lappie and sit on the chair for whole day (plus keep on going toilet due to stomachache and nap for while) ...one days gonna flies..don't asked me about assignment, i hate to do it since assignment always be the nightmare for me, in fact i rather go for quiz since it can be starts and finishes in short rather better than assignment especially group assignment, always takes longer time =(

i was kinda upset for the past few day, although non of my business, but i really so down... i guess everyone and of cause Malaysian know about it, a horror crash was happened few days ago at the north south expressway near seremban and malacca, i can't remember when is it but really so downnnn... i always updated with this accident and pray for victims can be recover soon and no more death happened...it's so scary!!! the berita terkini was, a victim who ages 21st just pass away this morning due to bacterial infection , how sad of his parents and family??

i very concerned about this cases and try doing online research about the causes of it and i can definitely said, not the driver's fault...this really an accident, an accident means no one think and wishes for it. the bus driver is a chinese, he did not speedy he didn't ever feel sleepy on the ride, he was tried to avoid a car and eventually the whole bus 'buang' and involved other 5 cars on the point. and from chinapress i thought, he is living in guilty and ashamed every moments, the feel of killed 13 people indirectly, i guess he really feeling bad like what we said in chinese word : 生不如死.

and also,they're a couples get injured badly in this tragedy, i can't remember their name but the women victim just came back from oversea studies and has pass the stewardess interview, and now she just can't do anything and her bf keep on blaming himself simultaneity. how sad? the god is playing with human?

and many thing if you refer to newspapersss.........

i'm not helping or stand on the driver side, this is only my own opinion.. i hope you people can view the crash from different angle not just keep blaming the bus driver, he did his role as a bus driver without any disobedient the law, this really an accident and he got the unforgiveness from everyone even his family is being castigated by everyone even his children his relative!! is really his fault??

for sure our government could take actions against him for this accidents happened and try do some investigation on it. the victims family probably will sue the bus company and request compensation from the insurances of bus company, i can only say this is providence from god and everyone have different fate since we born, sometime really... we can't prevent it because it is an accident, an unexpected incident.

this is a lose lose situation for both side, they will not be alive again after you get the compensation but if you think you really deserved for it because you really need the money after your love one pass, i'm not stop you to request for the compensation but money doesn't means anything. the thing we can do is please appreciated everyone especially our family members, i hope the malaysia court can be soon to distribute the compensation for those who really need the money, not everytime delay the session. i hope victim and victims' family can be strong to overcome everything and as a nation, i love my country and i pray for them can be strong!

and finally for those who spread the picture and video via fb regarding this accident, please respect to the decedents and victims ...don't ever simply spread their pictures out, we should giving them respect !!!!!!!

RIP

2010-10-11T16:23:00.000+08:00

當初你們就是被彼此的不同所吸引。好好想想吧，她還是原來那個人，當初你愛的那個人……”

生活無小事。任何一件細微的事情，都是對愛人心靈的慰藉，都是愛情的養分。

LIFE

2010-10-08T09:48:00.001+08:00

1.做一个爱笑的孩子。

2.看穿但不说穿。很多事情，只要自己心里有数就好了，没必要说出来。

3.高兴，就笑，让大家都知道。悲伤，就假装什么也没发生。

4.在不违背原则的情况下对别人要宽容能帮就帮千万不要把人逼绝了给人留条后路。

5.快乐最重要，谁人、何物、何事使你快乐，你就同他们在一起。何物让你不快乐，你就离开他。没有条件，创造条件也要离开他。

6.不要老在别人面前倾诉你的困境袒露你的脆弱。

7. 学会用心的经营自己。

8.不要把时间浪费在上网和看偶像剧上。

9.一定要做个有教养的人。

10.要漂亮，更要有气质。

11. 一次只爱一个人，选一个单身的人，值得爱的人。

12.因为爱过，所以慈悲；因为懂得，所以宽容。

13.自己选择的路，跪着也要走完。

14. 善忘是一件好事。

15.没有十全十美的东西，没有十全十美的人，关键是清楚到底想要什么。得到想要的，肯定会失去另外一部分。如果什么都想要，只会什么都得不到。

16.懂得从内心欣赏别人，虽然这很多时候很难。

17.两个人同时犯了错，站出来承担的那一方叫宽容，另一方欠下的债，早晚都要还。

18.学会妥协的同时，也要坚持自己最基本的原则

19.自己不喜欢的人，可以报之以沉默微笑；自己喜欢的人，那就随便怎么样了，因为你的喜爱会挡也挡不住地流露出来。

20.对自己好一点，心情不好的时候，什么都别考虑，去吃自己爱吃的吧。

21.维持自己觉得可靠的社交圈子并且扩展之。

22.不要停止学习。不管学习什么，语言，厨艺，各种技能。

23.钱很重要，但不能依靠别人或父母，自己一定要保持一定的赚钱的能力。

24.不要太高估自己在集体中的力量，因为当你选择离开时，就会发现即使没有你，太阳照常升起。

25.过去的事情可以不忘记，但一定要放下。

26.即使输掉了一切，也不要输掉微笑。

27.不管做了什么选择，都不要后悔，因为后悔也于事无补。

28. 不要因为冲动说一些过激的话。

29.不要轻易许下承诺，做不到的承诺，比没许下更可恶。

30.不要觉得不了解也会有爱情。在不了解的时候，我们仅仅是喜欢，达不到爱情。当彼此的缺点暴露出来以后，很多时候这喜欢也就会结束了。

2010-10-02T21:07:00.002+08:00

everyone are busy in their own stuffs but excepted me=((((

i need you to talk to accompany me even though i know you have your thing to do..

i went an event called 月城 yesterday, it was an event regarding mid autumn festival although mid autumn for year 2010 had pass week ago... sing for negaraku and uum school are essential for every events start in my uni. The event was held in dewan mas,it will be the place for me as well to attending during graduation( perhaps still long and far for me now) i cant exactly sing whole the uum's song because my mind is keep thinking the screen of graduation although i know myself think a lot..

tears rolling in my eyes...

i hate here...sorry to all my uni friends, i enjoy the moment to spend with you people but i really miss the place i grow and the people in my place

i hate i hate i hate...i hate to be alone..i know sometime i can prevent this and try involving others activities but i hate the activity here as well!!!!! for me it's so bored and the transportation here really suck!!!!!! nothing to go outside playing from my uni as you people know here is a hutan! i don't ever feel happy here!!!!!! the hostel's activity also not a good experience for me, what for i join this kind of thing,meaningless!!!!!!!!!

my mom,my boy,my bro .......they are all busy in their own stuffsssssss

how can I pass the days here??? even talking phone with them seem hardly

alonealonealonealone..........gugudandanyigerenjiuhao,fanzhennimendoubuguanxinwode,wotaoyanzheli

at least i at kl,i can go shopping alone,go here go there....i can find my friend,my relatives

here?? i really don know where can i go for

you people don't understand me and i not wanted your understanding!!!!!!!!!!

finally

2010-09-24T14:40:00.004+08:00

finally mid term tests have ended, thanks those who giving me support and encouragement always !!!!!!! thanks the support from you ppl... you ppl are awesome!!!!!!

CLS LOVES YOU ALL!!!!!!!! muacksssss ♥♥♥♥♥♥

2010-09-15T16:30:00.004+08:00

I don't know what to do??? i only know you every time like nothing else and i don't know what you thought

i'm not that mang zhang as you thought but can you show me your sincere??? 有因必有果, is your tone and the way talked to me make me feel mang zhang not because my bad temple.

attidute

2010-09-13T21:56:00.002+08:00

哈佛圖書館的二十條訓言：
1.此刻打盹，你將做夢；而此刻學習，你將圓夢。

2.我荒廢的今日，正是昨日殞身之人祈求的明日。

3.覺得為時已晚的時候，恰恰是最早的時候。

4.勿將今日之事拖到明日。

5.學習時的苦痛是暫時的，未學到的痛苦是終生的。

6.學習這件事，不是缺乏時間，而是缺乏努力。

7.幸福或許不排名次，但成功必須。

8.學習並不是人生的全部。但既然連人生的一部分―學習也無法征服，還能做什麼呢？

9.請享受無法回避的痛苦。

10.只有比別人更早、更勤奮地努力，才能嘗到成功的滋味。

11.誰也不能隨隨便便成功，它來自徹底的自我管理和毅力。

12.時間在流逝。

13.現在流的口水，將成為明天的眼淚。

14.狗一樣地學，紳士一樣地玩。

15.今天不走，明天要跑。

16.投資未來的人，是忠於現實的人。

17.受教育程度代表收入。

18.一天過完，不會再來。

19.即使現在，對手也不停地翻動書頁。

20.沒有艱辛，便無所獲。

i got this via ah boy link in facebook... i really feeling guilty and upset now=((((
i'm having holiday and going to back UUM in this Saturday very soon, seriously i feel like nothing do for this holiday,as a student,i should be in front of study table instead of doing nothing and playing.........and also,fever and sick are not an excuse for me to not study=(((('

but i really feeling unwell for one week more=(((((((((

I HATE MYSELF.!!!! I DIDN'T DO MY ROLE WELL

21st birthday

2010-09-04T10:53:00.012+08:00

i'm back and finally feeling free for open my lappie and blogging, in fact a lot of things i wanted to share but the time not allowing me to do so due to preparation for mid term test and assignments at UUM.

first is thanks again to my friends for my 21st birthday celebration in UUM, i really happy and surprised for the party!!

29th july 2010 was a great and memorable day for me especially in the early!! i was shocked because of my sweet roommate,

how sweet of her,a lovely morning i ever had..she did when i was sleeping in the midnight *touching*...love you,muackssss <3<3 onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_KM7r3q0UMIM/TIHA7f5L63I/AAAAAAAAAd0/BWG4G487vxY/s1600/DSC00324.JPG">
she know my dream and give me this,thanks to ah gal <3<3 onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_KM7r3q0UMIM/TIHBeowN1fI/AAAAAAAAAd8/ZGPvNqaICpA/s1600/DSC00327.JPG">
thanks to ah boy,i super like x100!! thanks for you heart,muackssss!!!

thanks to bee chee and pei shan!! the last minute's give...21 cookies <3<3 onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_KM7r3q0UMIM/TIHDZPbnWQI/AAAAAAAAAeM/WUoBv8X3-s4/s1600/DSC00384.JPG">
thanks bracelet THOMAS SABO from my lovely aunty!! like it very much!! <3<3

past

2010-08-26T15:38:00.003+08:00

regardless how excellent you were,keep in mind that it is before and had past...

i wish i could be strong which i desired, i wondering how i were during form 6's time,some people said you can be ever better after STPM but is it a truth??

i feeling unsecure for life now, i don't know and i don't understand...some of friends expert in calculation, some of them in memorize...i'm non of it.......i know i shouldn't do comparison between that because everyone is unique but i really hope i can be like them!!!

i'm frustrated because i can't get the equal treatment for paying effort!!! i know i can't give up because i don't wish to disappointed my mom and MYSELF yet so tired to do and pursue since the burden is heavy day by day.....

between that, i know recently my emotion and study mood has destroyed by something else, i hope no second can beaten me down again... i sad because i cared about it, i hope you people can understand me. and sometime stand on my side to think about me, what will you do if i were you?? one word: 将心比心

以前的徐溧霞去了哪？？

jia you

2010-08-13T10:13:00.004+08:00

hello people XD

every day is a brand new day for me!!

2nd year's work load is actually heavy but i would like to say: I'll treat everything as respected challenge for myself!! all are just nothing after i get over it!! i will never beat down easily because i know whatever i do, family and friends are always be there for me!!!

i miss u i miss u i miss u i miss u i miss u i miss u i miss u i miss u i miss u i miss u i miss u i miss u i miss u i miss u i miss u i miss u

miss

2010-08-06T22:15:00.008+08:00

i miss i miss i miss i misssssssssss

money and stuff sometime would be an opportunity cost as i learn in economy principle and now i applying it into our life...

in order to get something i like,money is essential to sacrifice without sponsor from mommy...i should be more pleasure because she is always there for being me sponsorrr

should i requested from mom?? i guess she will buy for me if i really asked =1

i know it is a waste,i know....haizzzzzzzzz .........
how good if i were in kl,uum is located in kl........

2010-08-03T10:06:00.001+08:00

后悔不是因为某些事的过错，

而是知道自己错过某些人，某些事...

u-turn?? how u-turn is if ...........??

last day of 20 year old

2010-07-28T14:56:00.009+08:00

my class has been starts almost 3 weeks more and I don't know what am i doing for this period =( the very lesson I go through the more pressures i felt,I really worry especially for audit,taxation and company law!!! audit and tax are considered a new subject for me which I never through before and I can't caught the exact point during lesson as well as tutorial works...sigh..

tomorrow is my 21st birthday,nothing special but thanks to all my friends for everything you ppl did, i appreciated it very much=) then I hope MY DREAMS WILL COME TRUE...lol..

give me power to stay strong in my life,
give me courage to overcome every obstacle in life,
give me love to spreads the lovess to everyone beside me,
give me talent to obtain/maintain the dean's list i desired...

although you are not with me for my 21st birthday but your heart to me is beyond physically and everything!!! they're not only a birthday in my life,I still have 22nd.....33th....44th...55th and sooooo on... wow...so old =P take good care of yourself ya,everyone know health is wealth but less ppl conduct healthy life style in their life even the most basic one- SLEEP ON TIME!! even myself...lol

may ppl around me stay happiness and healthy always =)

thanks for the 21st birthday presentss

thanks the birthday cake from 282.net^^

thanks the bracelet from my lovely aunt =)

*sorry that I haven't see the bracelets yet because i'm in kedah now

thanks mom and dad for bringing me to this little world!! although not pretty enough but thanks god i have no disable and others,at least i can live like normal ppl.woohoo...I have lived for 20 yearsss...opp...i no longer a little gal,i wish the day after graduation comes to me,i want graduated!! i want to earn money myself and i want to obtained my dreams life which i always imagined when i was small =) I must be hardworking in order to achieve everything i wanted!!!

I feel glad because the god is giving me opportunity to stay in this little world until today,i miss him!!! sometime i really pity him for leaving this beautiful world in the very versatile ages,otherwise the age of 20-30 would be his most colorful moment in this life!! i miss you er ge!!! i love you!!!

=(

2010-07-20T19:11:00.003+08:00

i'm trying to move on and stop thinking of those which are out of my control. humans are actually so complicated and i can't do anything in order to change other people mind.

the communicated between mom and i is less nowadays,i so disappointed and wondering why,she seem busy!! i seem no any mentally shone now but i know i can be the owner of my life,just time is essential for me to move on. no people will understand that no caring from family,i always be the one to called my mom,dad and bro. can they take the initial pace? no....i know it isn't matter who take the first pace but i really so tired to do so...family?? now i really feel they more likely to be my financial sponsor rather than be my family. i need concern from them!! seriously!!

alone?? so what,life is still on!! i understand once i used to 'ALONE',alone nothing for me anymore. study,yes i do!! my aim is to scored,wish me luck.

maybe love is intangible and communication is just a surface of it.so they never ever looking me?? is this is a way for me to console myself or a fact?

believe

2010-07-18T21:35:00.003+08:00

all is about my fault, i promise i will change myself,not to being like a fool anymore although the life here really tedious!!

take a deep breath cls and put down and see open!! the world is still on and beautiful despite your inner world is grievous,looks at the bright side,the other side!! they could be more better and nice.

everything are providence that we can't resist from it,so just try your best to do everything!!! i only believe on myself now,believe that i can life better,believe that my dreams will only come true with my own hand,believe that the people who loves me the most is myself.

不要随便牵手，更不要随便放手

2010-07-15T15:57:00.002+08:00

this is a meaningful post that i found from facebook, i choose to post there is because the post i shared in facebook would be gone one day but blogspot can be always here whenever i wanna read back the article in future.

不管你有没有男朋友，有没有女朋友，都过来把它读完，写的真是那么回事

你发觉了吗？

爱的感觉，总是在一开始觉得很甜蜜，
　　总觉得多一个人陪、多一个人帮你分担，
　　你终於不再孤单了，至少有一个人想著你、
　　恋著你，不论做什么事情，
　　只要能一起，就是好的....

　　 ...

..... 但是慢慢的，随著彼此的认识愈深，
　　你开始发现了对方的缺点，
　　於是问题一个接著一个发生，
　　你开始烦、累，甚至想要逃避，
　　有人说爱情就像在捡石头，
　　总想捡到一个适合自己的，
　　但是你又如何知道什么时候能够捡到呢？
　　他/她适合你，那你又适合他/她吗?
　　
其实，爱情就像磨石子一样，
　　或许刚捡到的时候，你不是那么的满意，
　　但是记住人是有弹性的，
　　很多事情是可以改变的，
　　只要你有心、有勇气，
　　与其到处去捡未知的石头，
　　还不如好好的将自己已经拥有的石头磨亮，你开始磨了吗？
　　很多人以为是因为感情淡了，
　　所以人才会变得懒惰。
　　错！
　　其实是人先被惰性征服，
　　所以感情才会变淡的。

　　
在某个聚餐的场合，
　　有人提议多吃点虾对身体好，
　　这时候有个中年男人忽然说「十年前，当我老婆还是我的女朋友的时候,她说要吃十只虾，我就剥二十只给她！
　　现在，如果她要我帮她剥虾壳，开玩笑！我连帮她脱衣服都没兴趣了，还剥虾壳咧！」
　　听到了吗？明白了吗？
　　
　　难怪越来越多人只想要谈一辈子的恋爱，
　　却迟迟不肯走入婚姻。
　　因为，婚姻容易让人变得懒惰。
　　
如果每个人都
　　懒得讲话、
　　懒得倾听、
　　懒得制造惊喜、
　　懒得温柔体贴，
　　那么夫妻或是情人之间，
　　又怎么会不渐行渐远渐无声呢？

*所以请记住：
　　有活力的爱情，
　　是需要适度殷勤灌溉的，
　　谈恋爱，更是不可以偷懒的喔！
　　
　　有一对情侣，相约下班後去用餐、逛街，
　　可是女孩因为公司会议而延误了，
　　当她冒著雨赶到的时候已经迟到了30多分钟，
　　他的男朋友很不高兴的说：
　　你每次都这样，现在我甚么心情也没了，
　　我以後再也不会等你了！
　　刹那间，女孩终於决堤崩溃了，
　　她心里在想：或许，他们再也没有未来了
　　
　　同样的在同一个地点，另一对情侣也面临同样的处境；
　　女孩赶到的时候也迟到了半个钟头，
　　他的男朋友说：「我想你一定忙坏了吧！」
　　接著他为女孩拭去脸上的雨水，并且脱去外套盖在女孩身上，
　　此刻，女孩流泪了
　　但是流过她脸颊的泪却是温馨的。

　　
你体会到了吗？
　　其实爱、恨往往只是在我们的一念之间！
　　爱不仅要懂得宽容更要及时，
　　很多事可能只是在於你心境的转变罢了！
　　懂了吗？
　　当有个人爱上你，而你也觉得他不错。
　　那并不代表你会选择他。
　　
　　我们总说：「我要找一个自己很爱很爱的人，才会谈恋爱。」
　　但是当对方问你，怎样才算是很爱很爱的时候，
　　你却无法回答他，因为你自己也不知道。
　　
　　没错，我们总是以为，我们会找到一个自己很爱很爱的人。
　　可是後来，当我们猛然回首，我们才会发觉自己曾经多么天真。
　　假如从来没有开始，你怎么知道自己会不会很爱很爱那个人呢？
　　其实，很爱很爱的感觉，是要在一起经历了许多事情之後才会发现的。
　　或许每个人都希望能够找到自己心目中百分之百的伴侣，
　　但是你有没有想过『在你身边会不会早已经有人默默对你付出很久了，只是你没发觉而已呢？』
　　所以，还是仔细看看身边的人吧！他或许已经等你很久了
　　
　　当你爱一个人的时候，爱到八分绝对刚刚好。
　　所有的期待和希望都只有七八分；剩下两三分用来爱自己。
　　如果你还继续爱得更多，很可能会给对方沉重的压力，让彼此喘不过气来，
　　完全丧失了爱情的乐趣。
　　
　　所以请记住，
　　喝酒不要超过六分醉，
　　吃饭不要超过七分饱，
　　爱一个人不要超过八分
　　
　　如果你也正在为爱迷惘，或许下面这段话可以给你一些启示：
　　

爱一个人，要了解，也要开解；
　　要道歉，也要道谢；
　　要认错，也要改错；
　　要体贴，也要体谅；
　　是接受，而不是忍受；
　　是宽容，而不是纵容；
　　是支持，而不是支配；
　　是慰问，而不是质问；
　　是倾诉，而不是控诉；
　　是难忘，而不是遗忘；
　　是彼此交流，而不是凡事交代；
　　是为对方默默祈求，
　　而不是向对方诸多要求；
　　可以浪漫，但不要浪费；
　　
　　 `*不要随便牵手，
　　 `*更不要随便放手

2010-07-14T20:23:00.003+08:00

so sad,i don't know what is the best way to being a friend... i am a failure,i hurt my friend but i don't have the intend to do so and didn't means it. i'm not beside them, i actually don't know what happened as everything i knew is from phone and msn. i admit i have no brain,some people saying that i always talk without a brain,i agree.....sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry

i trying to relief the misunderstanding between you ppl but i don't know it will hurts you and increased your fret. sorry

i love you,my dearest friend. sorry for anything

I NEED TIME!!

2010-07-12T13:08:00.002+08:00

the class today was released early,the lecturer is so 'long gas'!!! i wish i could not asleep in his class.lol...

today is the 2nd day of my 3rd sem,too bad my heart still not with me,it's still playing in kl and i'm quite suffering for this few days after i back uum. emo and emo,i gonna become emo gal i think :(

my jimui just broke up with her boy,although not my stuff yet the feeling of upset keep following me. i worry them but i can't let out a helping hand, i can't be with them when they are down and i can't do anything to relief their pain. instead i just pek cheh with myself and keep calling a person without any reason,sometime i just keep silent in the phone to heard the air yet at least i can feeling that he is with me. very bored and annoying right?? i really don know what to do!!

i miss him,miss him badly!!!!!!!!!! i really need him every moment i been as i still not used myself with the life without him. summore i felt jealous when he was going out with friend, it's too selfish right,i know.i really know i shouldn't to do this!!! sorry sorry sorry....... i believe i can be able to get over this as time pass, I NEED TIME!!

and study hard in order to get good reward. good result comes with effort,is there good love ending comes with love?? or time?? or distance?? or

i have no confidence

strong

2010-07-10T06:11:00.003+08:00

hello :P
i at uum kedah now =(
time flies,a blink of eyes!!! my 2 month holiday has been finish!!! thus, is time for you to come back to me,MY STUDY MOOD!!! my mind is thinking about my family,yy,jimuis and frenzzz...i'm worries about you and him,pray for you both that can get through everything with smoothly!! i understand relationship matter sometime would be suffer but it's depend on how your mind and heart,if the love is still existing,why not just open your heart?? i believe once love is there,true and false isn't a problem to prove as different angle have different point of view. believe yourself and him,no one is prefect yet they are trying their best to love their beloved,sometime the way might be wrong so communication between each other is the foundation to establish the love between ppl. i know i am not an expert but i just believe the power of love can solve everything!!

thanks for the early 21st birthday celebration for me,i really appreciated it very much!!! thanks the present as well,i like it very muchhhh!!!

i will jia you in my 2nd year(i wish now is 3rd year for me)...lol..
you ppl also jia you ya^^
i love u all!!

小小小小小小鸟上

2010-07-01T18:14:00.003+08:00

我是一只小小鸟
现在的我，想要怎样飞也飞不高
可是
我相信
我有飞出属于自己一片天的一天
我明白我需要用自己的翅膀

有谁会陪伴我一起去拥有我们的一片天
是你
很多事
讲何容易行动难
我心里渴望的会成真吗

我在努力向上飞的同时你也会和我吗
不是没一次都这麽幸运的

小小小小小小鸟上

sem 2 result

2010-06-15T19:43:00.002+08:00

My second semester's result was released yesterday,around 6pm+ if rightly. Seriously,thanks god!!! if you asking me do i did the best for exam preparation,yes i did!!! but i can tell you, in fact my ability is beyond the truth. I can ever pay more effort and heart but i didn't,my heart is giving to my family,my friends and my bf. while doing exam preparation,i went out with my friends for sing k session,shopping,dinner as well as with my family and bf. for me,spending time with them is essential instead of just studying and eating books.

i admit my result could be better than now if i choose to stay hostel without coming back during study week previously,but i will lose the opportunity to visit grave for 'chee' family's ancestor. we born from origin,no ancestor no us!!! the good virtue of chinese ought to spread from generation to generation. My mom don't know i went penang for this,but for me this was a white lie. i pray for my family especially my brothers to be smoothly and safety in doing everything. my intend is good,telling mom is just a hurt to her since she don't like us to visit my father's side,I can understand. hope the decision i made can be forgive by everyone!!! i love my mom and dad!!!

then i went seremban,it was my first visit to there and there is better than UUM la,not that ulu as i imagined. i went yy house and i was so hardworking in the first day,studying from the early morning until evening without taking nap!! i miss the burn fish, LOK LOK!! bring me go again!!!

and the rest i just keep playing and outing with my mom and friends. I was so regret to bring a lot books back for revision in fact i just touch a bit fm and law!!

COURSE

CREDIT

STATUS

GRADE

BKAF2043 FINANCIAL ACCOUNTING & REPORTING I

BKAM2013 MANAGEMENT ACCOUNTING I

BWFF2013 FINANCIAL MANAGEMENT I

GLUL2023 BUSINESS LAW

SDG1021 THINKING SKILL

SEEB2033 APLIED ECONOMICS

SQQS1013 ELEMENTARY STATISTICS

VSA021 SPORTS MANAGEMENT & RECREATION

********************************

TOTAL THIS SEMESTER

TOTAL ALL SEMESTERS

3
3
3
3
1
3
3
1

19
41

B+

A-

B+

A-

3.58

3.61

GPA 3.58 CGPA 3.61 RESULT Pass

THE RESULTS IS SUBJECTED TO SENATE APPROVAL

here is the outcome of effort(play=20%,study=80%),i no dares to say is good but i really satisfy because it was beyond my initail expectation as i thought dean's cert is saying bye bye to me !! but this show dangerous due to i actually drop from 3.64 to 3.58, i promise i will jia you and trying to save my cgpa in coming sem.

i'm not SKL here,i'm serious!! for last sem,i just started a relationship and as my ah jiun say is 'hot love period',so paying heart and time to cultivate is needed but now since everything stable(i think so),we should putting more heart into our studies to ensure bright future is waiting us to go. i really hope we can be forever and he can pass his last year with smoothly!! to ah jiun and yy: i pray for you both,ACCA is yours ppl one!!! jia you!!!

lastly,all the best to all ppl!!! give and take is human learning process, i appreciated everything i having now.

family love me
bf love me
jimuis love me
friendss love me
relatives love me
everyone love me (don't read my blog if you don't like me >.< )

woohoo~~ i love you all,muacksssssssss

babysitter

2010-06-15T15:45:00.004+08:00

hello people :P

call me 'lai ma'!!!

I'm being a babysitter nowadays since my cousin sisters' grandma went New Zealand for traveling and no one take care of them!!! my aunty and uncle are working so i am the best and ability candidate who is super free, having long holiday and able to pick up my cousin them to school and after school!!

my cousin sister name nikko and victoria, nikko is the eldest one and victoria is the younger. Although born from a same mother but very big different personality between them. the eldest one is actually bad temper like me but she is independent, sometime i'm so surprise how a 12 years old little gal can be mature beyond my imagination, she is too old!! i means if compare with her classmates and friends. then victoria, she is a very cute and fatty little gal,so enjoy in eating and edacity as well, don't doubt her because she is only 7 years old,but she able to eat as same appetite as an adult!! i love her so much,the way she talking to people is softy and adorable!!

my lovely cousin!!! victoria :)

in concluded, spending time with kids are fun and but sometime annoy when both of them quarrel or moody, i can be the temporary babysitter but not permanent ,i guess i wil crazy and really have respect or admiration to my uncle and aunty.In short, take care children is not an easy task!!

* nikko is having upsr exam in coming september, wish her can score flying colour,i pray for her!!!

分隔两地的情侣看了希望你能明白一些

2010-05-26T00:28:00.002+08:00

如果你和你的他/她分隔两地，请不要放手。

哪怕你承受着很痛苦的思念，哪怕每天晚上都会睡不着！

只要你坚持了！那么你将拥有别人没有的幸福！

珍惜现在所拥有的才是你应该做的事。

他/她不希望等来的是空白！

有些事物等失去了，再回头就已经没有了。

当你发觉他\她是多么爱你、对你多重要的时候，再回头说 “对不起”就已经晚了，

不是每句对不起都能换来没关系的…

“执子之手，与子谐老”分隔两地的情侣们，珍惜你们的感情！

因为你们的等待是值得的。

也许你会遇到比他帅气的，也许你会遇到比她漂亮的，

但是你永远不会遇到一个这么爱你，会说出“我等你”这三个字的人。

也许你感冒的时候他\她没在你陪你，也许你伤心的时候他 /她没能分担，

也许你逛街的时候他\她没能和你一起逛街，

也许你想他\她的时候只能发条短信！，

但是你感冒的时候你不去吃药，谁在着急？

你伤心的哭泣的时候，谁在为你流泪？

你逛街的时候，谁提醒你注意安全？

是他\她！

虽然远隔千山万水，

但是她的心时时刻刻放在你身上，

虽然你们想对方的时候只能发条短信！

虽然你不开心的时候他没陪你身旁！

但是不要埋怨他，难道他不想陪你吗？

找一个喜欢你的人容易，但是找一个用心爱你的人难！

距离就是考验你们感情的试卷，时间就是考试的题目。

sorry dear,i found this article in fb and i hope this can every time can always remind me for the initial reason i in love with you. thanks for complete my weakness, i will try my best to change myself k.
thanks jiun, you're always with me whenever i down,my supplement!!! i love you,muacks...

Disappointment

2010-05-25T11:39:00.008+08:00

:(

i shouldn't to be too over expected on you

no hope no disappointment

i really don't know how we can sustain our relationship as i can feel we are actually far and far

you used to said i think a lot( you may assume i m)

but i really feeling unsecured, no confidence and doubtful

i shouldn't put a lot of heart on you

i choose to wrote here because no one can understand me

i can only be alone and digest myself

i shouldn't to be sad because you are not my everything

i shouldn't because i am just a student, love doesn't means a lot for me as it can't bring me to future

no one can guarantee the expired of us

i shouldn't bear you in my mind as i am just a small small character in your life

and

。。。。。。。。。。。。。。

when everytime you asked me,i really don't know to speak out because i know that's not your fault and all is about my feeling.

sorry for that

i'm annoying

just tell me if u r regret

或许我们都看不到前方的是社麽，有路就一步一步走
或许有一天我们一起走到最后
或许没有
我没法预料
我只能有路就走
你说是不是？？？
我也不知道要怎样
都说这是我自己的问题

Vacation

2010-05-22T17:22:00.015+08:00

Hello everyone..
after the week of exam,i went afamosa with my gang,it was awesome and i really enjoyed it!!! A slogan for our gang now: NO DRINK NO FRENZZ ~ who is the creator?? yes,is ah jiun!!! this is her,my best ever jimui^^

she is GG-ed!!! however,a lot of fun that night and sorry that i was so early to bed every night,hehe...masa sudah tiba..i used to zzz early la...^^

the 1st day of trip-
we heading to seremban from KL at 9am to meet lok lok and yy. Sorry again,i was not prepared well and need ah jiun and alex them to wait me and due to my blur style and forget this and that,the time been delay a bit already. Then we went ah hsia's house and bought a lot of snacksss especially ROCKY..it was childhood memories for everyone i think :p We had diam sam in seremban before going to afamosa,yummy...here is the pic..

Can you imagine what kind of room would be offer for rm80 a day??? listen carefully, is not rm80 for a person !!! is for 9 peoples!!!

here's our accommodation in afamosa trip!! valuable,cheaper and comfortable!!!
somemore, got swimming pool one :)

So where we spend for our dinner?? woohoo~~~ Steamboat!!!

galss preparing for makan....

drinking session:

wat's fei pat doing??hehe....funny:P

The second day of trip:
Well,we visited a lot place that day. Afamosa Safari!! seriously i don't like that place due to hot weather and i don't like animal!!! >.<

our tutu car :) and u see ah hsia,so brave!!!

Then we got a lot of fun at safari such as animal show,elephant show,cowboy show(~.~) as well as monkey island.

in the chicken farm^^

eager...jiun...

post soon later. going out with mommy now.....

sorry for any inconvenience cause...

^^

2010-05-13T20:03:00.002+08:00

hello, i'm enjoying my holiday now....so fun and enjoyed!!! afamosa trip was awesome,i miss the moment we eating and chatting together especially with my jimuiss them ,we gave ah jiun a birthday surprise and hope she will like it and more details will be update soon. (i want to copy photo from lok lok and ah hsia to post our happy moment)

A friend is someone who understands your past, believe in your future, and accepts you just the way you are^^

i truely believe our friendship will be lasting and of cause nothing gonna affect our heart to each other k,once jimui,forever jimui!!!!

although not always together as previous but your heart my heart.

NO CHANGED!!!!!!!!

i love you

2010-05-07T05:02:00.002+08:00

hey guys,finally and finally........CLS finished her exam already..guess what,holiday will be starts onward today!!!

but my heart still keep bearing the K paper(accounting) papers i sat,so frustrated......why i never do well in pass exam? i will never cry again because only i no longer a kid :D my mommy told me last time:

如果有一个小孩子每年都拿第一名，如果有一天他拿到了第二名，他回家就会哭.

once u scored high,you will forgot what is the word of high...for me,failing to score an A or B+ in exam is equal to fail,so can be concluded, i'm too over to expected on myself,not a perfectis,but easy to down when fail to do so.

i very sad because i really had putting efforts and heart in exam preparation as well as doing pass year,but can predict my result could be worst after the papers i sat. why pass years can be so easy and this sem seems hard?? why?? why i can only get nothing in the end?? to be announced, my DEAN cert flies...although it just a normal printed paper but it means a lot to me,it is my motivation....now i lost my motivation==

however,holiday now........don't think the past CLS..think for future!!!
+i wan earn money in this holiday,any recommend??

currently

2010-04-22T13:54:00.005+08:00

I just came back from exam hall and so far 2 paper i have sat which are business law and financial accounting and reporting. the luck of fortune not following me... i can seriously feel it.

and i don't know what's the reason i die for this 2 paper and 'dean cert' is leaving me very far and far..

i been awarded a dean cert from academic affair for last sem and this sem seem an impossible to me..the cert leaving me very far as every exam i sat......i did pass year and exercise a lot,what is the problem here?? how come the question in exam is suck,i not ever do this kind of exercise before,no i should say the lecturer never give and teach us this kind of method...haizzzzzz.....i got study one la,wish me luck please................haizzzzzzzz....

in fact,the feeling of today is better than the day after finished business law exam..u know why??

remember...and i just realized!!

do thing with less confident and hopeless, you may meet surprise
do thing with confident and hopeful, you may found hopeless eventually

i was very moody and emo last few days, cry for nothing and usually find ppl for talk due to the frustrated in law business examination, because of i was too hopeful in the subject and met hopeless in the end.

now, CLS will never set any target for herself anymore!!!

don't worry, i am not likely to give up,but starts from today,i will just do everything with trying my best and without aiming the goal...i really feel 心力搅碎 this word last few day....every moment thinking and asking myself why I unable to aim an A....why i unable to answer...what the problem there...sleepless as well...

so tired...my heart is so tired...really...i want to prove that i can still maintain my result although i having a boy now but cant..in addition, not my boy fault, i am more hardworking than last sem, maybe is because the subjects i taking are no longer as easy as last sem...really...

thanks yy who always comfort me when i am moody, i know sometime is quite annoying because i cry for nothing.......muacks...(and don't know why feeling stressed in this sem, is because it is a short sem?? probable....)

and ah jiun,ah hsia,nai nai chee tat, lok lok and alex who purposely send me a good luck message....hehe...ohya,my lovely mommy as well!!

i called my mommy and sob up with her on the night after law paper, cry for nothing again, my mom was driving but it isn't affect anything for her to console me...i know mommy is always support me even i am nothing..this is my mom^^

Is time

2010-04-11T17:37:00.002+08:00

is time for me to study hard and prepare for coming exam...
i really enjoyed a lot for this few days,thanks jiun,i know you are tired but still scarify your time for me,i really appreciated it!!
and thanks yy,i love you^^
thanks chee tat ,lok lok and nai nai.......thanks for everything^^

读书有三到，谓心到，口到，眼到
心不在此，则眼不看仔细，心眼则不专一
却只能朗读，
决不能记，记不能久也
三到之中
心到最急

i swear,i will try i ever best to study hard after i reach UUM k
i'm actually feeling guilty

i don't wish to disappointed everyone especially my mom,my family,my jimuisss,my boy,my friendssssssssssssssssss

happiness

2010-03-27T01:11:00.004+08:00

i miss mommy and papa
i really feel proud,pleasure and happiness because of being their children
although they were divorce
so what
they still love me
the rather scarify everything of them in order to help me
in order to satisfy me
in order to love me
in order to give me a better life

when i said i wanna drive back from UUM to KL
without a think and not surprisingly
they want help me to drive
my mom
purposely drive my car from thousand miles to my uni(555km)
then back KL by bus
no complain and anything
because of me
no way for me to persist i wanna drive

i can get whatever i want from mom
she will just satisfy me
reject me?? no
LV GUCCI???
just buy if u want

people desired a 21st birthday party
my mom
keep on encourage me to do(i still consider)
worries me not enough clothes and shoe in uni
that's why my room is full

my mom
usually giving me a call
for
asking me which colour of clothes and bags i want when she is shopping
she still thinking of me
although i not in kl
3G?
yes,usually

i'm not spoiled
what can i do
yes,
study hard
i will
first class
hopefully
i want my parents proud of my achievement
CLS loves mom and papa

能成为你们的孩子是徐溧霞一辈子最大的福分
我爱你们

Selfish

2010-03-26T23:37:00.003+08:00

Today is friday, nothing special, i went group discussion in this morning then doing nothing in my hostel after lunch then sleeping and chit chat with mommy and ling... at night,i went kuala perlis with my dearest friends,i enjoyed it very much!!!muacks....^^

seriously,i miss mommy and papa,my mind just thinking of them whole day of today!!! especially mommy calling me this afternoon, she knew i go kuala perlis with friends and purposely message me to drive safety,what a sweet mom!!! the message makes me feel touching,really!!!!

honestly,i feeling annoy and inconvenience this few months especially after CNY holiday. my car was in trouble since i never started it for almost 10 days during CNY and finally i changed a new battery. unfortunately, the trouble still following me, i thought everything would be OK after i changed a new battery but my car cannot starts again in the other weeks after i changed a new battery. i felt unhelpful and no one can really help me to solve my problem, i called the people who i changed a new battery from him and obviously from the way he talk,i knew he don't wanna help me.he is very irresponsible,i paid him money and now the problem occur,a lot of excuse from him!!! fuckerrrrrrrrrr

i am a girl,i don know about car unless driving. i was disappointed that time and who gonna help me?? NO,no peoples help me...can u imagine i in a stranger place and no rely at all?? if here is KL,isn't matter for me!!!

then with this kind of situation, i knew is time for me to learn be independent...i like a sha po who keep on looking help from other peoples,keep on asking who have jumper to assist me starts my car even canteen stuff in my uni..finally...yes finally..i got help from canteen boss in proton cafe^^

I drove my car to changlun for maintenance and luckily i met a nice foreman,he helped me a lot and the price is so reasonable.thanks god!!!

I do realized no one will let me a helping hand when i in trouble,really....but when my car is OK ,a lot of peoples wanna borrow car from me even some i don know who are them!!! you see, who gonna help me when i in KO situation??? i know some of you might say i am selfish,yes i am. i don care now because you all are not important for me. i also a student,a typically student who wish to enjoy her uni life with no fret. and also, i wondering how some people can be so thick face?? i know you will thinking that i am arrogant,i am selfish...i know,but can u guys understand me and stand on my side and read my mind???

at least 1 unknow call or message send to my cell phone and wanna me to lend out my car to them,the most maximum is 4 calls a day from peoples!!! am i a 'kereta sewa' agency??? i sob up with my mommy, the purpose she allow me to drive my car come is to give me life better since the publish transport of my uni is suck..not to being a kereta sewa unless you are urgent !!!! is fine if you need my help when you are ill,no doubt i 100% help. but if the reason is for celebration, for dinner for bla bla bla....please la.. despite you helping me to refill petrol or even paid me rent fees, i don't need this kind of money...i understand is a problem when there is no car rent available,but can you understand me??

however,some peoples i must thanks to them:
man man-who accompany me to changlun for looking foreman..thanks for her accompany whenever i go.muacksssssss
ah mok-thanks for helping me to asked help from your senior,i really appreciated it.
joyce-my bloc senior,thanks for the help as looking jumper for me..she like my lucky star ^^
my roommate,40,man teng and boy who giving me mentally support and willing to hear me sob up,i know sometime is quite annoy==.muackssssss.......
and wei ling as well,thanks you a lot!!!!!!!

成长

2010-03-12T22:27:00.003+08:00

Recently is exam releasing period especially for stpm and spm candidates. Time flies,feeling touch when seeing people around me got their result and typically the feel like i'm back to secondary school life.

secondary school life...it was memorable and i beat the most true friends you meet are from there, i realized closed friends are difficult to find when we growing up day by day especially when i come to uni life here,yes peoples always say uni life is ample and fun because a lot of activities other from study but i can honestly speak out my closed friend is only man man,jia yin(roommate),ming teng,40,lee chee and yuen shi. well,it's already enough for me,they are only friends who i can really talk,vent without any worries and fret.

back to secondary school life...

form 1,i was a little girl who don know how big the world and was a perfect in high school who usually offend some naughty students...haha...and jiun,chee tat and jia ci were my classmate,you see true friends are from there^^

form 2,the year was the most crazy year because i met law peck hsia this sha po.she was my classmate who sat infront of me and usually ponteng....haha.....and a very fat guy name 'quah li poh' from other class like to kacau us,and our slogan used to be 'ah wong ah wong'!!! you see,i know lph when from 2^^

form 3,PMR year...but i never touch any books during the year and just enjoyed my honey moon year with my ex and resigned from being a prefect to a normal student. 3k class is a big family,we organized a big family about 10 children and a parents...who was our enemy???yes!!!is her....KQN!!!! my friend-teck yan used to bully her and one day,an annoy teacher came and force us to apologized with her,WTH!!! she is not a victim,teck yan and i were!!!!

guess what??my PMR result must terrible. I got an A only,unbelievable right(don't mention other subjects,too poor already)...

i still remember law peck hsia and tan chu tiane cried on the day of PMR released, i never but kinda sad because i don't know who to face my mom when i back home. you know why we were sad?? this is because we have good result(not really good but not worst as well) in UPSR but when come to high school,effort this word not ever occurring. yes,we just keep on playing and for me,can score an A in pmr already consider very good and lucky since i never put any effort at all!!!

if not mistaken,i broke up with my ex before form4 and very glad ah jiun same class with me and with the support of 4E5(the class i always love and proud of),i glad to be voted as monitor of 4E5 and 5E5. I can predict my high school life would be suck without 5E5,without a gang of friends who can play hard and study smart!!! because of the responsible as a monitor of class,i tried to be as good as i can and also my classmates and teachers are lovely,i can't disappointed them^^ i can say 5E5 is a class which hide a lot of smarties,preciously i know i will never be the last ranking in f1 to f3,that's why no pressure to motivate me study== but when come to f4 and f5,i know is a must to study hard in order not to be the 保尾 in class...plus i met ah jiun and chu tiane who usually went tuition with me and they willing to teach me then my spm result sure be OK because of them.and one thing,human is strong when they wish to sustain in a strong competition,i'm indirectly speck our 5E5 is a strong team/class.

thanks a lot ya,although no straight A in spm but i already satisfy and my mom was happy as well since i got a big improvement if compare with PMR result. Terima kasih banyak banyak^^

then come to Stpm,hmmm......i lose a brother before proceed to lower six,i realized i ought to appreciated everything around me no matter is people or opportunity to study,so he is the motive for me to study hard and starts to think about my future in order to let my mom happy always..yet i still the one who 保尾 in lower six,seriously!!!! then come to upper six,i knew that year was the most critical year to decide my future so i did a good starting in first mid term and got no.4 in class in 1st sem. of cause good news can share with my mom,how long i never see happy and satisfy face from her since UPSR,yes i always score good ranking in primary school. i do realized my mom always telling me 考到好是你的，考不好也是你的 is not sincere one, 那个父母不希望自己的子女好，只是他们不说出口罢了。 yes,from that day i always keep in mind that study is not only for myself,is for my family since i still a student my job is study well. and before heading to exam hall,my little bro told me:姐姐，考好来啊。 guys are not good in communicate but is so warm for me,another word from my big bro:傻婆，考试看好来，不到变盲婆==' he used to kacau me..haha..how about my dad:不要给自己压力的，慢慢来。 my mom..she used to send me a good luck message when every moment i having exam regardless final or mid term even now in my uni life also the same^^

i love my family them!! they give me motive to do whatever i wish in my life^^ then the following one is my jimuisssssss. ah jiun made me a card before i went STPM exam and the card is work,it give me luck and fortunate to pass my exam with flying colour...thanks dear,the word of USE YOUR EXPERIENCE TO MEET YOUR EXPECTATION is still in my mind even uni life i facing now.

i know i might too 'long gas' because a lot of peoples i wish to thanks,that's why i said i can't life with family and friends,they are so nice to me.thanks,muacks...love you all!!!

the conclusion is:
don't give up and appreciated everything around us.opportunity not always there,we must jia you in everything we do to prevent regrettable.
once again,memories is always nice^^ i still feeling happy even though it happened years ago..thanks everyone passing and stay in CLS's life.

past year for sem2 09/10

2010-03-12T13:01:00.008+08:00

Hey guys,i went my school library for looking pass year few days ago after economy test,guess what??? looking pass year is not an easy job,a tiring job!!! first,man man and i went to pass year department then we have to find the subject we taking during this sem one by one.....from year 1985(hey,i still haven born yet) until 2009,hundred of subject code there including College of Business School,College of science communication and College of law and gov!!! finally we got the pass year we looking then we went to photocopy department.honestly, this was the first time i using photocopy machine,first time in my life...hehe......

and and the most worst was i have to carry a lot of bookssss to the photocopy department,i think at least 7 times i walked and i was wearing high heel that time,what a bad experience!!!

man man's job was doing photocopy

my job is carry those super heavy books to the photocopy department.
and one time maximum is 3 books because of heaviness.

hehe,my first time^^

yeah~finally!!!!! yes,that's all the outcome we got.^^ and cost rm11 for our past year photocopy^^

i just finish past 1 of FA assignment discussion and staying in library now with man man. pass year,please waiting me ,i promise i will challenge you all before coming of final. CLS must jia you ya^^

studies

2010-03-10T13:41:00.004+08:00

Firstly,congratttt to my jimui ah jiun who scored desired and satisfy result this morning. She told me she will never give me a message if she is not satisfy her result yesterday yet i received her message means teng teng teng teng...........her result is good!!!!

between that,my FA which was the first mid term result released in previous class.hmmm...okok only due to i scored an A- not an A!!! i got 80 over 100 and to score an A need at least 85,hopefully i can score better than this in final since FA is my core subject==

sometime exam really need luck,timing and effort indeed...effort is the most essentially in order to meet flying colour,really....u can give yourself an excuse as you don't have luck during exam but you can't giving any excuse if you didn't paying effort in exam preparation.

everything need scarify if you wish to get desire thing ,so jia you ya to all my friendssssssssss..................

i had looking for past year question with man man in my school library yesterday,i wish i can prepare for coming final by now as i don wanna repeat my weakness as timeless to do pass year in last sem!!! but the first thing to do is i must complete my law,FA and statistic assignment before heading to the road of final preparation.

hope i can meet my dream result in 2nd sem of uni life^^

Love is fragile

2010-03-08T21:32:00.002+08:00

I suppose to preparing the exam of applied economy which coming on tomorrow morning instead of blogging here.but why i am here?? honestly,i kinda worry my jimui-nai nai who having love problem recently and when every moment i study econ,her appearance will occur in my mind and also the weather nowadays is extremely hot,i can''t really concentrate.

refer back previously,nai nai would call me and sob up even how and what problem to me without crying,but last few days...she cried and her action really make me shocked,can you imagine a friend who usually with a bright personality suddenly became very depressed== i very xin tong ,seriously.......

i don 't know how to relief nai's sadness as i know i can't assist her because this is a matter between her and her bf...but as u guys know i am kepo,yes...i admit...i can't just standing beside without a helping hand==

now,i really hope the problem of them can be solve as fast as possible,is hard to manage long distance love as one is in malaysia and the other one is in aussin. but don't you hear the real distance not really a distance,they are only heart distance existing...and also trust,honest and love are the basic source in order to surviving long distance love..best wishes to nai nai... jia you ya^^

*haiz,4 years love.......4 years love suppose to be more strong and established well...nai,pls....don't let it grieve you,no matter how...jiun,hsia and i always wit you k...muackssssss..........

CNY

2010-03-02T21:30:00.016+08:00

rice ball^^my mom,da ge,ah di and I before went grandma's house^^

That's all about my CHOR YAT!!!!

you know wat i doing???i bring a lot books to my uncle house and just read nothing in the end...lol

this 2 gals are oni 12 and i'm 21...mommy said i look likes 15 oni...do u think???><

30.20.40

didi and i^^(he asked me don upload his pic but i guess he don know i hv a blog^^)

my grandma,loves her so much^^
she very open minded one,we can keng gai for whole night^^
20. 40. 60

do you realized whole my family were wearing yellow colour???yes the reason is CLS love yellow!!!*thick face*

ohya,where 's my dage??he was sitting in front of mahjung table from 10am to 4am of second day,swt== that's why i have no chance to take pic with him==

That's all about my CHOR YEE....

CHOR SAM???

i went out whole day with lyy who purposely look me from seremban.....thanks^^muacks........our first outing(i means oni v 2),first movie and...........after that we went ah jiun popo's house keng gai,i love the day^^

CHOR SEI^^

*honestly,i oni wear 4 set of cny clothes because of time limit==
cny holiday was not enuf for me as i need do preparation for exam summore!!!!!!!!!argggg.........

Hottttttt

2010-03-02T21:04:00.006+08:00

The weather nowadays is extremely hoTTT!!!!!!!!!!

you can see peoples in my college use umbrella everywhere especially the sun is on the middle in afternoon.

Then,what's the best way to fighting with this kind of stupid weather???

yes exactly,ICE CREAM!!!!!!!!

before doing FM quizss....they were so funny^^

mr.mok^^ act cool...blek

is me^^ hot=ice cream+cold drink

pingggg pliang.......

2010-02-26T16:23:00.003+08:00

Today was the statistic mid term which is the exam i never ever feel upset before...before this ,even how difficult the previous exams i sat,i will only keep on complain and down for a while.

but this time really .....hmm...how to say??the pain is really deep from heart and this is the first time my tear down as well when i lying on bed after the exam......feel very 'tam'==

i admit i have done all the exercise and study all before heading to exam hall but the result of paying effort and effort off are the same in the end.......i can't imagine how the worst result i can get......

and when i looking for someone else to vent,he is not available for that time.....haizzzzzzzz..........totally pek cheh!!!!!!!!!!!!!

anyway,all already pass...i know regardless how upset i am,the time never come back to me and allow me to resit the exam ==

i will never give up for statistic even though i can predict my mid term result could fail,final and assignment still waiting me to go.....cls can do very well one,jia you ba^^ (no harm try wat??)

*thanks lyy who give me a morning call at 4am+ this morning although i already awake.^^
i was shock when he calling that time,he suppose zzz-ing one^^

Happy CNY and Valentine's day

2010-02-14T14:36:00.003+08:00

i still keep it in my wallet leh...he gave me before i going UUM.

hey everyone,first of all wish you a happy chinese new year and have a prosperous tiger year!!!!

then something i wanna announce to you guys that today is a 'special' day for me because officially i am no longer single and in love doubt,hehe.....some of you must be wondering why my blog is quite upset due to i giving up a guy last time and now i in a relationship pula......(is tat too fast??)

hmmm,i had already think twice for this matter ....instead of with a person who not even caring for me,why not i go for a better one and a guy who really care about me?? but of cause the decision i made is also i have feel on him la!!! love can cultivate one^^

hmm,i forgot how i know him but definitely is through my best jimui-ah jiun..we know each other since i was lower six rightly i think and he was having a gf that time.

i feel touching by him cause he always sms or call me even though i study apart,even though i told him i admire a guy last time and even though i 'cool' to him sometimes...at least i really feel he is always caring for me from bottom to upper.

i still remember the first few days i went UUM for further study,i was sleepless and homesick during orientation that time. he was the first person who called me and my tears down automatic because no one can really let me to vent that time ....my mom and jiun never call me because they worry to disturbing me that time.guess what..i was touching but i still like the other guy that time.

then then then........he always make me feel happy and i used to reply him with word:'' yy pandai cakap><"

then then then........i don't know to write out but some pictures are run out on my mind now.
i know long distance love is hard to manage,but it isn't matter with the existing of our heart and love right...
and also studies is the most important for us,how you 'yang' me if you are no study well^^
2.5 years for me to go excluding internship in my uni life...i believe once we across the period of it,our love can be more lasting.

jia you^^

shopping day

2010-02-11T01:38:00.008+08:00

mom at F21^^

before heading to pavvy^^

today was a tiring day....i shop for whole day and only bought a zara t-shirt....ahduiiiii......
i spot 3 clothes and 2 of it 'out of size'!!! omg....i guess this is due to the coming of cny and is so disappointed when the thing i desired but can't get it==

and i intended to buy man t-shirt to my bro and frenss...haiz...the point is my mom keep on ngam ngam ngam regarding the design the colour the price bla bla bla(mayb she is right><)....stop that!!! i just influence by her and buy nothing in the end...but nevermind...she promise to bring me go klcc in this fri^^ thanks mom...she is the one who usually accompany me whenever i wanna go...i know my mom is busy for preparation cny but she still scarify her time to accompany me.^^ i love mommy,muacks.....

First time

2010-02-10T11:56:00.009+08:00

I went blood donation which located in my uni last few days....it was my first time and definitely not a good experience for me== too bad and i swear i will never going for this anymore^^

initially,i desperate to donate blood because it seem excited and i can help those patients who needs my blood since lower six...aiksss......and every time when i going for it something sure hinder me such as aunty visit, sleepless and haven have meal before donate.

and finally....finally....i went for it!!!! first we have to fill in a form which agree that we are in good condition then the doctor will check our blood pressure and ofcos i passed^^ after that they will test and make sure that the thickness of our blood is enough and able to donate and i failed this part...then the doctor explain to me why my blood is so...during this she put my blood into a piece of plaint board and doing experiment and show me(a lot of other ppl blood was there as well)...ok ,i still felt well that time.before leaving,the doctor give me some medicine to eat in order to make my blood more thickness.

after testing the thickness of my blood><

medicine fr doc^^

when the way to library,i feeling dizzy...my eyesight becoming blur and not clear and sense of hearing lightly as well...i know i gonna fall and i just sit on the floor but the situation never restore...too bad!!! and i asked man man to inform the nurse there,i know my situation is worst that time.......and finally the nurse came and she save me^^haha...........i just lying on the case after i awake....and my roommate came that time...she was at 3rd floor library and saw me sitting on floor from the window of reading room....

the ending of blood afraid><

alamak....i want to challenge myself!!! actually this not the first time i feeling dizzy after seeing blood. but i thought i can get over that the afraid of blood...i don't know why i will dizzy in fact i don't think so i afraid of blood,really!!!!! the last time was i went body check out on last sem,i also face the same situation like this time as well...haiz@@

look wired==

i surrender!!! the nurse telling me i will face a big problem when i pregnant in future due to less thickness of blood and afraid of blood...hmmm....pregnant???still long time from me right now==''haha.......the nurse is lovely,thanks for saving me^^

不是男朋友的男朋友

2010-02-06T10:17:00.010+08:00

I found an article in facebook,quite meaningful yea~~

不是男朋友的男朋友

每个女生心里都有一个不是男朋友的男朋友
你们可能相爱过，你们也可能喜欢着彼此，
但是，为了什么原因你们没能在一起？
也许他为了朋友之间的义气，不能追你。
也许为了顾及家人的意见，你们没有在一起。
也许为了自己的前程，她没有要你等她。

也许你们相遇太早，
还不懂得珍惜对方。

也许你们相遇太晚，
你们身边已经有了另一个人。

也许你回头太迟，
对方已不再等待。

也许你们彼此在捉摸对方的心，
而迟迟无法跨出界线。

不过即使你们没在一起，
你们还是保持了朋友的关系。

但是你们心底清楚，
对这个人，你比朋友还多了一份关心。

即使不能跟他名正言顺的牵着手逛街，
你们还是可以做无所不谈的朋友。

她有喜欢的人，你口头上会帮他追，
心里却不是很清楚你是不是真的希望她追到。

她遇到困难时，
你会尽你所能的帮她，
不会计较谁又欠了谁。

男女朋友吃醋了，
你会安抚他们说你和她只是朋友，
但你心中会有那么一丝的不确定。

每个人这辈子，
心中都有过这幺一个特别的朋友，
很矛盾的行为。

一开始你不甘心只做朋友的，
但久了，突然发现这样最好。

你宁愿这样关心她，
总好过你们在一起而有天会分手。

你宁愿做她的朋友，
彼此不会吃醋，才可以真的无所不谈。

特别是这样，
你还是知道，
她永远会关心你的。

做不成男女朋友，
当她那个特别的朋友，
有什么不好呢？

你心中的这个特别的朋友...? 是谁呢？

很多的感情，
都因为一厢情愿，
最后连朋友都当不成了

常常觉得惋惜，
可惜一些本来很好的友情

最后却因为对方的一句喜欢你，
如果你没有反应，这一段友情似乎也难以维持下去，
这也难怪有些人会因此不肯踏出这一步。

因为这就像是一场赌注，
表白了之后不是成了男女朋友，
要不就连朋友都当不成了。

有些事不是你能预料的，或许对方不在意，
你们还可以是朋友，但却已经不如从前的.....

关于爱情：
不要认为后面还有更好的，因为现在拥有就是最好的。
不要认为我还年轻，可以晚些结婚，爱情是不等年龄的。
不要因为距离太远而放弃，爱情是可以和你一起坐火车的。

不要因为对方不富裕而放弃，只要不是无能的人，勤劳可以让你们致富。
不要因为父母反对而放弃，你会发现这个原因而放弃的爱情，将是你一生的悔恨。
其实，对于爱情，越单纯越幸福！一生只谈一次恋爱是最好的。经历的太多了，会麻木，分离多了，会习惯，换恋人多了，会比较，到最后你会不再相信爱情，你会自暴自弃，你会毫无生气，你会行尸走肉，你会与一个你不爱的人结婚，就这样过一辈子···

所以牵好的手就不要轻易放开，说过的话就不要轻易收回，承诺过的人就不要轻易忘记···

有些人，有些事，既然发生了。
就注定是你一生的回忆···

just copy and paste oni...haha.......friendship forever^^

hang fokk

2010-02-03T21:22:00.006+08:00

I'm very happy after watching fish leong's wedding video. she's just a singer with simple appearance but full of love and power in her song,that's why i love her so much. she is simple,simple is nice from everything,better then those singer who make-up thick =='' her eyes are big,her smile really truly from heart and she is Malaysian(i feel proud of her^^),i love her song so much since the series of brave album from her until now.she is amazing!!!!!!

I really feel the word of hang fok from her!! a beach wedding,orchid flowers(my favourite) background,beautiful dress,lovable jimuisss,nice deco,and wishes from everyone...........the most touching is 'YES,I DO' from fish leong and touching word from her husband-tony^^ omg,a truly heartfelt wedding which is an idea wedding for every galss...i am the one^^

my roommate and i just keep talking this session,happiness from heart!!!!!!!and i watched 4 times *crazy*.....so excited to watch it...well,i know i am fish leong craze ==

how good if i can meet a guy who i can really rely likes fish leong.......sometime i really feel alone although friends are along me.just like something missing....the feel from fren are different one k even though how closes u r. but what to do??i don't have the pleasure== i used to it already.

anyway,i am ok.congrat ya fish leong^^wishes you happiness forever and stay forever with your hubby tony!!!!!!!!! i really happy for you both!!!!!! i love fish leong forever!!!! support her forever!!!!!!!!!

my jimui asked me not to be picky anymore and quickly find a bf,ahdui.....you tot find bf like buying clothes easy meh........i enjoy my life now^^ do you believe love can cultivate???
sometime everything are depends on fate,no worries i can become yours with existing of fate.*thick face*

i received an email before ,we will first meet ppl we love.then we will meet ppl who loves us and finally we will be together with not previous one i mentioned.we just be with the ppl because of right timing and right opportunity condition.

i face a problem in every years cny since high school graduation. my uncle and aunt sure asking me the same question. ''still don't have a bf?? apa la lu??'' haha.......they are open minded^^
and my mommy will help me answering them ''tak cheh shen"(in hokkien) means study first....no exception for this year i guess == well,i still have my own persistence-won't simply find a bf because of eagerness unless i really meet a guy i really like and ofcos he must likes me more than i do. love is establish between both side-one hand alone can't clap..so i will never being a stupid in love games,this is my own persist as well.

sometime i thinking,if i have a bf now.can we be together until old grow???(i used to think a lot)
how can we maintain our relationship as distance is a matter unless he is uum guy==
i deeply believe distance isn't matter,the matter is the heart.do you agree?? but who can guarantee environment they face,ppl they meet in life and everything around them won't influence their mind?? love make ppl lost direction oni,i rather be the 3rd party who just stand beside and don't involve in it. at least,i am awake.

2010-01-28T08:13:00.005+08:00

i'm listening the cd from yong xun now,he burn me a cd in order to makes me happy*touching*

i do realized my terrible mood not only ruins myself as well as my friends around me especially ah boy and ah gal,sorry........u guys make thing in order to make me happy,i really appreciated it>.<

a simple message is enough for make me feel warm and depends,thanks ya...

i promise i will be back myself as time pass k,no worries,u see i eat a lot recently,it is a good starting right^^ but i am so tiring in DPP work from sem started until now,opphh..seem every night got meeting or activities make me sleepless only==..my aunty visit is suppose once a month but now becoming at twice a month,what theeeeeeee......an alarm is warm to my own health....haizzzz....

ah jiun gave me a call yesterday night,she was going out to yam cha with ah hsia and nai nai!!!!!!!!!!! i wanna join la....lol....hey galsss,enjoy your school holiday ya,i just can't wait for it to meet you all and my mommy!!!!!

now is at 830am,i wish to study but fail again,i have to go Jabatan Keselamatan to collect my car sticker afterward......and i think i have a slight fever now,ahduiiiiiiii..............u see,many thing hinder me one................

i will never feel alone,they are along with me all the way i through.

this is the view fr exam hall,i like it.i can be grow as high as the height of sky....lol

we were suffer from online quiz yesterday,even though is stressful but it never bit us down^^

memories forever

2010-01-24T16:31:00.006+08:00

Today is a memorable day for me because is my erge's birthday.The 1st time i gave him a birthday gift was the last time as well . i will never forget the date of today,he is always in my heart as i can feel he is beside me with love.i cannot hear,cannot see,but he is blessing me all the way i through.
i am a bad sister who don't know to respect a brother previously,useless for me to do whatever after 110207. sorry erge.

and sorry that i never study hard with heart recently,sometime i really trying to do but a lot of thing hinder me.my DPP activities and my emo style.

i don't have motivation and i seem coming back to secondary school life behaviour,a girl who don't know what she is doing and wasting time in doing nothing.
i tell myself to be a hardworking but i can't really concentrate in my studies,i don't wish to disappointed everyone around me,seriously .....i found my excuse for instance moody and sadness are not valid anymore as the time pass. i ought to be independent in manage everything around me instead of thinking and dreaming nothing. i can be very good thinking and telling everyone around me but i just can't act with myself,i ...i really don't know what i doing now.

my mid term is coming,

accounting-2/2/10
management accounting-8/2/10
financial management-24/2/10
statistic-26/2/10
law-25/2/10
econ applied-9/3/10

a lot of work waiting me.
MA tutorial - 29/1/10
FA tutorial -31/1/10
law assignment-11/2/10
FM quiz(chap 1 -4)-before 31/1/10
DPP makna activities- today ,tomorrow and 30/1/10
SC assignment 6/3/10

i hope everything can be restore as usual,can i???

i need motivation!!!!can you be mine???friend's support is enough for meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

CLS,please behave yourselfffffffff

Proton Road Show

2010-01-22T22:55:00.011+08:00

I give up study today because i was going to alor star mall for a part time job^^

my job is just giving peoples a survey form to fill in,wat a good job^^

Proton is launch a new car name exora like MPV family car with 7 seater and the price is very reasonable...rm 65k for a fully spec one with leather seat and GPS!!!!!! but probably i will not to chooses proton if i have abilities to buy car in future,hmmm....i still don't have confident on local car since i heard a lot of bad of local car especially proton. perodua still ok if compare with proton,hehe....

color paint...butterfly...my roommate afraid butterfly one^^

i meet a cute guy here,i couldn't thought he is 30++ above,he looks like 20++....nice to meet you leong^^ wish u can successfully in keeping fit^^

*the feeling come back to me again,i don't wanna think about u anymore,i don't want the visit of tears!!!!! i must jia you!!!!

cls love lph

2010-01-19T22:32:00.003+08:00

i am unhappy now but for sure not because of him,now only i realized i am a bad gal.
i just realized my bestiess sha po ah hsia having a blog for long time ago and i just knew that after she joined the group of In Loving Memory of the beautiful Sandra Wong (1988-2010) in fb.
i really a bad fren,i don't ever know that my bestiess having a blog,and think back now i seem long time never chat well with ah hsia already. i like her personality,a sha po style who usually bring happiness around us,a gossip partner as well for me.she is a good listener for me and i will never forget how she accompany me when i broke up with hong chia last time.she gave me a lot support and i finally cured from love and now i am glad that i am still good and never disappointed everyone beside me especially my family.thanks you ah hsia,you really gave me a lot love and concern that time^^

i know she is upset because her friend just pass away last week,i don't know to console her,useless CLS. is hard to accepted the cruel reality,i know==how can you accept a people looks well last few days and suddenly pass away accidentally. especially he or she is still young==

ah hsia,you must jia you and be tough k,i will always support you with love.

law peck hsia,chee ley sia wanna be your best frend+jimui and bestiess forever!!!!!!!you really a friend who cls proud of!!!!!!!!!

jia you gal^^

2010-01-19T10:36:00.002+08:00

i was kinda blur this morning,i brought the books of Wednesday to school and just referred to the message man man reply me yesterday,omg!!!!!!!! i thought today is Wednesday and i can go school along with her!!!!!!!!

today is Tuesday ok,we are differ class in morning . and why i still blogging here,i suppose to be in class now,this is because my lecturer was cancel the statistic class without a memo this morning and ah mok and i just waiting until the half of our classmate leave== i'm in my school library now to waiting the second class coming.

I have an improvement this morning with proudly to say no tears visited me,maybe there are no time for me to think about it because i need rush morning class,is good.
I prefer this part right now,i guess i put it down already^^
my friend asked me,'tak perasa kah??'

I answered:'sikit shj,belum betul sy sangat dalam.'

haha,my bahasa is poor,i know to write but if u want to to cakap baik baik,sy betul tak tao++

a slight sad ok,no worries^^

you may say my blog is lame,but i really need someway to vent ....
don't annoy k......i know i'm lame ==

no one can be always chit chat and accompany me,and blog is.Once i need people to vent the thing i have to do is just pult in my boardband into lappie then i can write out whatever in my mind in order to be happy^^

i feeling better now,sincerely^^

thanks those who always accompany and support me,i really appreciated and love you^^

you know who i mention if you are.

thanks and gmail as well^^

勇气???我还有吗?

2010-01-18T08:07:00.000+08:00

如果我的坚强任性会不小心伤害你，你
能不能温柔提醒，我虽然心太急更不想错过你。。。。。

我知道，或许吧

2010-01-16T09:00:00.004+08:00

你的无奈，我不明白。我知道.

是我的就是我的，不是我的勉强也没有用。

I called my mommy yesterday and sob up with her i am 命苦 because thousand of heavy heart to come to this stupid place to study and leave my family them,i miss them badly.I miss my jimuiss them all the time,I miss the warmth place in KL.

my mom smile then she said:
although you come to a very far place from house,but you got your favourite courses-accounting.If you said kedah is far from your place,how about people from JB,Sabad and Sarawak???
you are approaching your dream as becoming a BPR officer because you glad to become a JPA scholar.
people come uni alone,but you come with a gang of friends and the point is man man is always with you plus same class summore...at least you are not alone==
you meet a good roommate and her bf is nice,both of them are caring you,still need complain??
friends around you are good,yes,i usually telling my mom my friends here are nice..
you have a car here,you are better than other ppl a lot among your uni.......

Yes,I admit.

-SMILE-
Is kinda hard for me to do,but i will try.

I got the strong feeling that the ending would be this,that's why i send the parcel to you. Don't ask me why,gals have six sense ok.
and of cause the parcel will be the last thing for me to do between our relationship,and now we are still friend right,i should say from beginning until now,we are still friend. i'm the one who thought a lot only.

at least i feel better now,no ambiguous anymore.
thanks you.
remember the bless and support from me to you will never change,remember what i wrote in your 20th birthday card: 我珍惜我们之间的感情,i never wrote 友情,because i deeply believe we both have the space to run forward before,and now i will tell you 我珍惜我们之间的友情.
some friends said the decision i made is act on impluse.no,i'm nope.why i still bear in heart if i know your heart is not be with anymore since i already try my best to do anything.
and don't feel sorry on me,i need repeat to said i am the only one who thought so much.

i appreciated our friendship,we know each other since form 1 until now,even though different stream after form3,different school after graduation from high school,but i still glad because we can still keep touch. this part must remain endlessly k^^

no worries on me,as you guys know i am easy going,i always think the bright way,this small matter never beat me down easily.

all the best to you,jia you^^

friendship forever.
now,everything i do is for our friendship^^

*i delete my blog in facebook because i not a happiness gal for temporary. i will restore it when i feeling better k,because the purpose to blogging is to share my happiness with you all,sorry that i am upset currently.the purpose is to vent my feeling as well.........

A work of heart

2010-01-15T11:54:00.013+08:00

finally the launch of 'A day with MAKNA' was completed in my uni. I 'm happy because this is a charity activities means i help those cancer patients indirectly by collect fund and sending my wishes into a bottle to them.

I don't know how cancer causes before but now i know,not really an expert but a bit knowledge i get from this activities^^ and helping peoples are great i realized!!!!!

Thanks guidance from all my lovely seniors,you are nice and i really appreciated it!! especially yien thing who bring me into this project,e mum who usually makes a lot of fun around us,kim and ying wei are my seniors in protocol,thanks the caring and joyce as the head of protocol division!!!

and also my buddies-yong xun and pei shan,we three are the only juniors in this activities!!!!

ok,i'm from protocol and my purpose job is to serve the VIP in open ceremony and sending invitation to them and press as well. this is my first time to deal in protocol job,protocol must be well communicate but myself nope,well....i will keep on learning and try to improve myself one^^

handmade

made by our heart^^

thanks the yellow umbrella to cheer me up...thanks ah gal and boy^^

blood donation

happy birthday for ya twin brotherss^^

i know the reason already.

2010-01-15T10:30:00.003+08:00

1.没认识你之前我拿奖学金，认识你之后我差点补考。

2.我忍着让别人笑话的耻辱给你洗衣服。

3.一个苹果，都给你吃。两个苹果，我把大的给你吃。

4.同吃一条鱼，我让你吃鱼肉，我自己吃鱼头。

5.你这么难看，我还说你漂亮。我这么帅，你还说我难看。

6.出去玩都是我花钱，回来我只能吃萝卜（你省下钱当然可以自己吃鱼翅了）。

7.认识你之前我没交过女朋友。认识我之前你交了两个男朋友。

8.你生气时，我让你当出气筒。我生气时，我把自己当出气筒。

9.你想吻我的时候就可以吻我。我想吻你的时候还要经过你同意。

10.你经常打我，我从来没有打过你。

11.有一次你问我如果你爱上别的男人了我会怎样，我说我要杀了那个男的。我又问你如果我爱上了别的女人了你会怎样，你说你要阉了我。

12我买了200块的衣服给你，骗你才50块。你买了30块的手表给我，骗我要300块。

13.我把你的耳机用坏了，我买新的赔你。你把我的自行车丢了，连句对不起也没说。

14.你生病一次，我要瘦两斤。我生病一次，你反而胖两斤（你来寝室陪我，吃光了我所有的零食。）

15.我没嫌你矮，你却嫌我高。

16.你来我家，我睡沙发。我去你家，还是我睡沙发。

17.那次去看露天演唱会，你骑在我头上看得津津有味，我被你压在下面在人群中流泪。

18.我家的狗生了，我把最好看的一条送给你。你却把你养得快要死掉的金鱼送给我，害我才养两天就得给它们送终。

19.我给你洗了N次的袜子，从未给你丢过一只。你只在我生病的时候给我洗了两双袜子，就各丢一只。

20.我陪你去买东西时我主动帮你提东西，你却从来没问过要不要帮我提东西。

here are the reason you don't wanna with me^^
ok,i understand^^

chee ley sia can be happy^^

????????????

2010-01-15T07:55:00.007+08:00

I received a message in a very morning today,the message was at 4am++ and i woke up at 645am typically without an alarm==

a lot of questions mark in my mind now,who can tell me what should i do??? some friends tell me i must hold the opportunity to pursue my own happiness because everything are owned by our hand,am i hold and appreciated it well??? no doubt,i really try my best...

how about you??

and now some of my friends support on my previous decision-just let it and give up,can i??

tears down again,i hate myself,i know i should appreciated what i having now,at least family and friends are with me,i am not alone!!!!!!!!

you also consider is my friend right.just a special friend to me.

be happy chee ley sia!!!!!!!!

if you think you suffer in life, do you suffer as much as he does?

when you feel like giving up, think of this man

you think study is a burden, how about her?

I love u.

speechless

2010-01-10T20:07:00.002+08:00

I was so disappointed today...First,ling,min teng,irene,man man and i were attending financial management class this morning and the lecturer talked like a mouse,silent and i can't ever hear any voice from her!!!! ok fine,the worst thing was she did wrong on showing us the calculation of cash flow from assets and still needs man man to explained and taught her to do!!! and finally she asked me to show the calculation in front of my class== i am doubting how she get qualify as a lecturer in uum because she really bad and even the most basic one don't know to do as well!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

and also my accounting and reporting's lecturer. ok,i don't care she didn't teach well in the first 2 chapters since it is a basic of accounting. she gave us a lot of stupid tutorial work which we need hand in on 16th of jan,and i had go through the tutorial and i cannot find out the answer myself. after a discussion with man man since we both don't know to do and cannot find out the answer throughout our books,we decided to look lecturer and asking regarding the method to solve.

what what what!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!what a stupid answer from the lecturer!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

i asked:'madam,i found throughout accounting books but still can't solve the questions given,can you tell me the answer or give me some guild line??'

she said:'i don't know the answer actually,you may look for other books..' and i repeat twice again!!!!!!!!!! i had look for others book but still can't la and as u guys know i will keep non stop asking until i found the satisfy answer...................................

a very irresponsible answer fr her
:"oh,nevermind,do as you know,just leave it if you don't know because it just a revision only.."
==''

suddenly feel i have to and only can rely on myself.don't you expect lecturer will assign you,i taking 7 subjects in this sem and only 2 lecturer can be consider pass

business law
management accounting

why i am disappointed??? accounting and financial papers are the major paper for accounting student,and i wish to score one ++ how can i subsist without a good lecturer????

I hate study

2010-01-05T18:24:00.013+08:00

i hate study!!!!!!!!!!!! you see my face...lol...

do you realize the light and colour of my skin looks different??? this is because i on my study lamp while took pic previously and the effect of off lamp is totally different right? for my view,hehe....the pic without lamp one look more nature^^

I am very boring while studying this afternoon...felt sleepy after 6 hours class today...i don't wish to have nap because i know a lot of school work waiting me to hand in!!!! and also i force myself to be used without taking nap!!!!! i must be a hardworking gal by this sem!!!! give me power!!!! i really needs it!!!!!!!

the first day of school

2010-01-03T12:37:00.003+08:00

my Accounting class has been cancel and i'm waiting the coming class at 2pm in my school lab now.
i am very unhappy for this few days,really......moody...........don know why ,yes indeed i miss my family and friends ,that's why i keep myself busy at least it can decrease the sadness of mine==

i just attended business law and financial class this morning,i guess business law is the big challenge for me since a lot of cases need memorize...haiz.....my study mood haven come back to me.......

and i face a problem that my DPP not allow me to drive my car come but the problem is my car already here la!!!!!!!!! impossible i drive back to kl right??impossible i ask my mom to drive it back right?? nl...all nl..........

i had ask a senior last sem and she said we can drive to school but now they said the management group been changed and according to DPP rules...bla...bla ...bla.......... what you want me to do??? i don have car sticker now, i feel guilty and worries in every seconds you know?? i hate i hate i hate u all.......

i eat less nowaday,i am moody.....i hates the feeling of it but i can restore myself as usual. what's wrong on me?????? i pretend to smile in fact i just .......... in short,i pretend to be good..........

New sem

2010-01-02T21:48:00.006+08:00

Tomorrow is the first day of new sem starts. I wish it is a wonderful beginning for me^^
wish me luck!!!!!

and i knew the mid term exam is at 3rd to 5th of February...fast man==

CLS must jia you...I must study hard !!!! no homesick anymore k?

my study table^^i love yellow^^ my student card is beside the cleo magazine..hehe...

my only entertainment in uni except online,study and sleeping^^
the cover of cloe in jan'10 nice right??? the fellow colour background^^

ok,good night everyone...My class is starts at 8am tomorrow...gonna sleep already la...good night my loves one^^

Say hello to 2010

2010-01-02T21:07:00.005+08:00

Despite how was 2009,we must look forward right??^^

Here are my wishes for year 2010:
1.Healthy and Safety
-nothing is important than our own body and safety.I wish everyone around can be healthy and safety always especially who usually driving one,must be careful k^^

2.Happy
-Everyone around me must be happy because the day and night are still on whether you are happy or sad. so why not you happy leh??? so wish all around me especially my mum,bro, jimuiss and friends happy without worries^^

3.Peaceful
- No war please,i hate the sound of noise!!!!!!!!

My resolution:

1. Do well in my studies.I fail to aim a distinction in my last sem,the rate to score distinction is 3.67 above and i just get 3.64. Hope I can be better in this new sem,wish me luck!!!! give me power!!!! haha...

2.A memorable 21st birthday. I desperate the coming of 21st birthday when i was small,21st years old like a freedom key to a person means he or she can consider as an adult!!! haha....can I need a huge present or a birthday party??? (but I think is enough enjoy for me to celebrate with my loves one)

3.To change my bad habit-blur. I used to blur blur all the time,I no longer a little gal anymore,I promise I will be alert in everything i doing now. I want to be a 'lek lui' ^^

4.Go singapore to give a visit to my ah gal^^ i promise i will come k?

5.An iphone, I have enough money to buy an iphone from my scholarship money actually,but i think is better for me to earn more pocket money after 2nd sem end.I got 2 month holiday after 2nd sem finish,I want to earn more money!!!! The scholarship money is for me to save as FD one!!!

6.Become a pretty gal.I used to admire gals around me are beautiful but myself not a pretty gal...hope that i can become a lenglui la^^ and my skin can be cystal clearn ,smooth and the most important is 'pimple-LESS'!!!!!!!!! i am an ugly duck,when only i can becoming a swan??? i desperate the day coming to me^^ wish me luck again!!!

7.improve my english as i used to do revision with a dictionary,when i can be without a dictionary???aikssss..........i must force myself to reading more in english in order to improve my reading as well as writing skill!!!!

8.To meet a nice guy that who can like me,love me more than i do...hehe^^

took this at 1140pm,the last day of 2009. before sending my mom to terminal bus.(because to accompany me,my mom stay at butterworth and back kl by 1230am)

refer back to 2009

2010-01-02T19:59:00.005+08:00

Happy new year to all my frens, time flies...it pass like extremely fast like a blink of eyes^^
refer back to what i had done in 2009:

1. the most happy one was my stpm result,really...
-especially the happy face from mommy and my besties, they felt proud of my result. I really hopes it can be non stop in coming with the effort i putting in my life. I will never forget the word from ah jiun: 'Use your experience to meet your expectation'...

2.A big yellow card from my friends
-thanks,i appreciated it very much!!!!! the card will follow me until my graduation,not only for that,i will keep it forever to showcasing to others to see how nice of my friends!!!!!!!!

3.A memory for teaching at chong hwa high
-i was a part time teacher who taught bahasa malayu in 2N,2C,3S and 3H classes!!! it was a good memory for me even though some of them were 'naughty' yet they still respect me as a teacher,i appreciated it very much. i can only say their nature is good.as a teacher,we cannot judge a student by their academic result,not everyone are talent, and i realized some of them are good and trying to learn and some from a complicated family background. I believe they can do very well with heart(effort) indeed!!! wish all my students luck,you guys can be ever better than u expected as long as don't give up k^^ I miss you guys always and thanks again to you all,some of you even send regard or say hi to me at outside of school,thanks still remember me as a silly teacher who done mistake sometime ><

4.angry and sadness.
-My necklace was snatched by SOhem. I hate them !!!! don't appear in front of me, I will slap you gao gao...don't believe,come on challenge me!!!!!!!!! I hate youuuuuuuuuuuuuuu
My mommy gave me the necklace and a pendant from my papa,i miss my necklace la....

5.UUM
-Honestly,i thought i will go UPM initially one,who know..haiz...anyway,i still feel glad because the accompany of my ah gal,ah boy and my roommate^^ Is my pleasure to know you all ,we must jia you to score high k^^

6.Butterworth
-I went butterworth wit ah gal,ah boy and cy during Raya holiday. Someone is purposely send me a gift from SP. Although SP to butterworth not really far but it take longer time as well right,thanks for your heart!!! his exam is around the corner,all the best and jia you ya^^

7.Brave
-This is the first time i called a guy and told him ' I like U'....haha...anyway, thanks you^^

8.Touching
- I used to complain to my mommy regarding the sack of public transport in my school. And because of this,my mommy intended to allow me to drive in my uni.My mom was worry that i am unable to drive highway and she drive the car car from KL to my school for 6 hours++. Then she back by bus in the end.What a good mommy!!!!!!!!!Thanks mom,i will study hard one!!! I loves my mom much!!!!!!! (although the car not a sport car or benz,but at least it can bring me to anyplace wherever i wanna go><,blek..) (i think this is all I done in 2009,thanks everyone...my mentally shone: family,jimuiss, friends and you^^)
from ah jiun: you can achieve !!!thanks dear...

: use your experiences in your experiment to meet ur expectation:

8310 was taking bath before heading to uum

A merry christmas to my love one

2009-12-25T14:17:00.009+08:00

Hello ,wish you guys have an unforgettable and joyful 09' christmas!!!!!

wanna send Christmas blesses to my love one:sue jiun,nai nai,hsia hsia,ling,suyi,ching,40,fei fei,pei khen,chee tat,mei mei,chin pang,chee hoe,chu tiane,kelly,jia ci,jia liang,zheng yang,man man,ah boy,lai wan,yuen shi,lychee,shu jia,ling wei,jing mei,chee wei,boon ping,ah piang,jin rong,teck yan,jia yin,yong sheng,yong xun,jit liang,wei yu,karen,ah gal,shi wen and a lotsssss..............

although i not a christian,but i usually got a Christmas present from my mommy every years...
started by this year,no more Christmas from mommy anymore^^
yes,i grow up already!!! i no longer a little gal anymore, i usually demands a gift from mommy before,but this year nope....hehe....

I buy a watch my as a Christmas gift to myself...

nice???this one is mother of pearl face and the frame with coffee colour. i love it!!!

and also,this is the first time I bought myself a christmas gift.

Merry x'mas to chee ley sia!!!!

my christmas eve is a simple and warmful party.I went jun hoe's house although my legs ill,thanks the accompany of nai nai.I know i am the spot light between nai nai and mei mei,but i think they used to it ba since I always outing with 2 of them or either with jiun and cttart,hehe.....
I will fly you all after i found a nice guy k,i promise!!!! no more kacau-ing u all anymore!!! but I know u gals will never abandon me one rite???

I love my galsss.....

Blur

2009-12-24T13:31:00.002+08:00

I seem like becoming blur and blur...
what's wrong on me??

I leave my camera in penang last time,luckily the hawker is nice,he returned back my camera to me.....

I fallen down yesterday night,my legs injuring..so sad,i don't know how to walk properly even a kid might be better than me...

I lost my driving license last time,and I just realized the license was inside my wallet after I renew a new one...

I lost my IC when i renewing a new driving license in JPJ,and I just realized my IC was lost after 1 week of renew license... luckily,the officer there helped me to kept it my one...

I had lost my IC for 3 times...gonna kena penalty already...

I lost car park ticket and kena penalty again last week...

I lost my house key and my mommy changed the whole key of my house because she worry somebody take the key...

I leave my laptop bag in car which the car is placed at the front of my shop yesterday night,am I so careless??

what else?? why bad things following me all the time??? i usually think myself is a happiness gal,but in fact i just a gal who like to console myself and retreat the truth..

who wanna arouse me?? i am the gal who sleeping all the time...................

I miss the bag...

2009-12-19T13:34:00.004+08:00

I went KLCC with mummy yesterday...and I spot a bag,a nice beg which I love it so ....OH................

my mum said she buy for me if I really like the bag. I needs time to consider because I know my mum's business not really good recently.
Haizzzzzzzzz................
After 2 minutes,2 minutes only..............A gal took the bag and she decided to buy it in the end.
I am so disappointed why I no take the bag firstly and really heart broken when the gal is holding the bag in front of the mirror.
My heart keep saying...don buy ..don buy it please........huh................the model is the last one in klcc.

So i ask the sale gal help me to transfer the same model from other coach store,who know the model are out off stock in whole Malaysia.........argh.....

My coach bag flies.........My mum asked me look for others design...sorry,I only like the bag.

I miss the bag la........harrrrrrrrrrrrr........

No,I should think the bright side,I helped my mum to save money^^

The bag is no fate to me...I should think like this!!

but i still sad la.......lol

A changed after I came back from UUM

2009-12-17T18:01:00.010+08:00

After study apart, I know my mum is lonely.No one will kepo and chit chat with her because I am the only gal in home.wakakak.....

you know what she do for me after i went UUM..

my room had a big change.....

she removed the study table in my room and change a big big(6')cupboard for me....Hmm,i miss my study table la,but is suitable for me to change a big cupboard because my clothes and bags are too much and looks messy without cupboards.

Aiksss.....I forgot to take pictures to show u guys ...
When the first pace I walked into my room, 7 pairs of new sandals,shoe and high heels are there and a new bag is placed on my bed. What a sweet mummy^^

lesportsac bag...can put laptop along one.thanks mum^^

How bout dining and living room.....

A glassy dining table changed to fully white furniture.

Do you think white colours of furnitures so romantic??? haha.... i like it.

♥ L.E.Y S.I.A is the happiness gal ♥

愚蠢

CNY

Generous heart

2012 new year

mixed feeling

dec

:DDDDDDDDDD

conquer

love is a many splendored thing

sem5

summer break

emo

09.07.11

己所不欲，勿施于人 这道理。

我可能做不到， 可是这句话我会时时刻刻铭记于心！

一碗白飯的恩情

METOO

love

first time =)

blue

house

to you

my thought

miss you

TODAY

happy and satisfy =)

life of women

diversification

holiday mode

again

突然好想你 突然锋利的回忆 突然模糊的眼睛

Ramdom ones...

LIFE

finally

attidute

21st birthday

past

jia you

miss

last day of 20 year old

=(

believe

不要随便牵手，更不要随便放手

I NEED TIME!!

strong

小小小小小小鸟上

sem 2 result

babysitter

分隔两地的情侣 看了希望你能明白一些

Disappointment

Vacation

^^

currently

Is time

happiness

Selfish

成长

past year for sem2 09/10

studies

Love is fragile

CNY

Hottttttt

pingggg pliang.......

Happy CNY and Valentine's day

shopping day

First time

不是男朋友的男朋友

hang fokk

memories forever

Proton Road Show

cls love lph

勇气???我还有吗?

我知道，或许吧

A work of heart

i know the reason already.

????????????

speechless

I hate study

the first day of school

己所不欲，勿施于人这道理。

我可能做不到，可是这句话我会时时刻刻铭记于心！

突然好想你突然锋利的回忆突然模糊的眼睛

分隔两地的情侣看了希望你能明白一些